☀ braaaaains ☀

i will do a Magnetic Resonance tomorrow

...wich means i'll have my brain scanned

for about 2 months i have intense dizziness & i feel really bad on some days

and also my blood pressure drops suddenly sometimes ...

wich is making me feel really really really bad

and useless ....



but

since i have it so often i kinda got used to it ....

i'm trying to treat everything as no big deal

especially since all the doctors i've been to ( about 4 ... by now)

gave me the same diagnosis

and said that my general health is good

i only have to keep my medication an wait for it to pass..


... i feel kinda helpless.... since honnestly,

for two months i go trough this day by day

and i can't help thinking about my college

since i haven't gone to my classes all this time

and the exams are sooooooooo soon

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it's hard to be positive right now

but getting hard on myself won't do me any better

so..

i'll try to do my best on keeping myself at least "relatively" happy

with all the limitations that my condition brings