This #5x20 boom today made me soo lonely! 

It feels like like were almost there. All day I keep busying myself so that I cannot feel the loneliness.

 It makes me sad really! 😞


Yes I am sooooo proud of them we’ve reached this 

20 years and I’ve been a fan of them for almost 

2 decades too!


 So excited to see my own copy of this precious album that they made! I am proud ARASHIAN here! Need to keep up with them haha. So many surprises and it feels like were in the last spurt. 


I have my personal problems yes but I don’t know, these Guys are much heavier that my personal problems since they are MY INSPIRATION. I guess being a fangirl for a long time is hard. 



I am not just a fangirl. I am THE FANGIRL.



 tonight for sure im gonna cry till I can sleep. 😢😢😢