Nothing I do on this weekend
My body is a little tired by wether
so just chilling
and start to writing blog
these days I'm thinkin of future
I have no idea where I'm going who I'm gonna be as I was
yea My life is an aventurea haha
It's fun It's really unstable thought
so It's waste time to guess about it
well..recenly Getting find myself
what I love,
what my passion for,
what makes me excited n happy
what I'm good at
who I am
and Getting understand n accept about
life,love,friend,relationship,social,etc..
all that things were I was bad at
I was just fuckin crazy girl
it mean good and bad..
I'll never talk deeply about my past to any one
Never regret Never look back..
Anyway
I gotta start something
now I'm ok with the life time here
so now I wanna find my own advantage
I can start It's not too late
I'm young so now!! or never
I'll try to start that I like
after this summer haha
cuz I just wanna enjoy summer
without fear of future🌊
negative thoughts are washed away by passion of summer 👋🏻👋🏻 bye bye
I really love sun,nature,ocean,drawing and singing,playing and partying
these things charge my energie
Im gonna do just what I want on the summer
first I'll buy a guitar
It's been a long time I wanted to play it
I really like playing musical instrument
It makes me feeling so good
I'll play with sounds
haha enjoy every single moment
standing by myself
ahhhh
I'm building up frustration
that fucks my feeling
I'm going for more more more
I cant control myself I'm still kid
That's why the job that I have is good for me
I'm realized a lot of important things at work
a lot lot lot ‥
It's not only about job and also
about how to live how to expless myself to the fucking social how to keep my emotional
what is the world..
and realized me who I am
so
time to think
and try all
never give up
little by little make my dreams come true
だいじょうぶ👌🏻👌🏻
FOCUS on MYSELF
TRUST that I believe in
That's important to me for now
Don't care all I just live my own world
with lovely people
and I wanna say good job to past of me on that blog
cuz now I'm able to write blog in English without dictionary hahaha
However Can't catch point of what I wanna say on that blog Even I write in English
and every time I can't write what exactly wanted to after all
It's okay
and finish writing cuz of being tired
not becauce It's done. lol
so see u👋🏻👋🏻