Every time in the late night hush, the further I look back, the more I feel the weight deep down inside.
My junior who I met in the high school group gave me the letter when I graduated from high school.
I lost communication with her....I don't know which college she has enrolled
I still remember I was crying a lot while I was hugging her.
It was meaningful and colorful with my high school life, also a hard time.
Though I had graduated from shcool, I had to stay up every night to do application packets.
As a result, I failed ...no one accepted my applications.
I was mad that morning. (^_^;)
I failed in my important English test.
Moreover, I got a poor score with TOEIC.
I didn't have confident of my English, only this subject can make me feel happy.
I was not sure whether I should choose English Department or not.
But it mean I wasted a lot of time if I gave it up.
I had given up my two years of high shcool lessons doing what I wanted to do.
It's complex to explain why I had to gave up these lessons, but I had no regrets.
Last year, my friend gave me a birthday card.
It's funny, huh?
I haven't communicated with him for a long time becuase I don't want to.
Though I can call him or chat with him on MSN and Facebook, I just don't want to do it.
I don't know the reason why. ┐(￣＾￣)┌