なんと月日の経つことの早いことか。
気付けばもう2017年1月も終わりなんだ。。
・・・私は沖縄へ行くのでしょうか。
なんとなく他人事の様な言い方。
沖縄でキャリアアップをすることよりも君のことの方がもっと大事だ。
と言いながら、つなぎで働いていた職場へ沖縄行きを告げに、今朝家を出て行った彼。
彼に選択肢はない。10日以内に東京を離れる。
東京を離れるんだね。
沖縄で待ってるから。
彼はそう言って家を出ていったけど、
私は沖縄で生活するイメージが湧かない。
彼のこと大好きだけど、
こんなに大好きになれた人は初めてだけど、
東京の何もかもから離れて、沖縄へ行くことが、良い選択なのだろうか。
There is only one thing that you should take. you need to go to Okinawa for your carrier up indeed.
What about you?
Me, to be honest, my future is unclear. dont know whether I go to Okinawa or not.
cause i want to have my own company in future. and want to build up this plan in tokyo.
you are more important than my carrier. I love you.
...........I was crying.
i asked him about marriage last night. his parents divorced when he was small. and now his mother got married with a different man. and his father is living alone in defferent house he built.
his opinion was to get married is just a signature on a peper. not necessary to get married when someone stay together.
....how about after having a kid?
lets see whats going on.
...I understand this kind of people dont get married with anyone by this thought the marriage is just easy to become under the control of government.
.... but it seems like he doesnt want to have any resposibilities of anything except for job.
if he really needs me or in love me, he might choose the way of marriage with me before going. cause we are already around the age having a baby.
he just said he doesnt want me to come to Okinawa to follow him.
he likes to have the relationship, both are independent of eachother.
I agree with this thought and like it. people should be independent of anyone.
but to be honest, i like to get married with someone who wants to be a husband of me.
to go to Okinawa is .......................................................... unclear........................
