can't really figure things out just the noo-

I just feel empty.

Not even feeling sad, can't feel sad just yet but I feel empty that we all die in the end and there was this person who really truly lived her life to the full.

I was sneakily checking her blog and wondered if she was actually dying. She sounded so 'alive', more than I have been anyway. So, although she was dying and quite likely most people knew that fact, her sayings were strong enough to make me think twice of it, maybe she was invincible!


But she's gone.

I've never been her best fans but she was always at the back of my mind. I could've known her more before she passed away but I was too lazy.


R.I.P. Kaori!