My English still sucks even though I've been living foreign country for six months.

Most of all people believe that people who live abroad are able to speak language which is spoken easily.However reality and ideal are totally different.

I know some people who can speak English well even though she stay here only 7 months.
What is the difference between her and me see apparently.
She try not to speak Japanese.
Of course her boy friend don't speak Japanese,which is the most biggest effect and which makes her English better.
To me, I can avoid to speak English if I want to speak conprecated topics or I cannot convay in English.

Even now,I don't have confidence to talk to people in English, so I feel like I'm sort of "Hikikomori".

My husband offen give me gift sertificate for a treatment or service,but I can't call for making reservation.....
It's really problem.

I may be spoiled by my husband about English.I always rely on my him.
If I came here as a working holiday,situation might have been different.

Ummm.it's very difficult to excrusive English,but I have to conqure from this situation as soon as possible.....