2nd Nov 2011
I wish I were stronger...
I mean its not person who can do everythin by oneself or lives alone, but who can live with strong independence even with friends or depending on others..
I'm always too afraid of bein close to someone or somethin.
it gives some happiness, but sometimes it makes me depress too much.
The closer it is, the bigger the shock becomes.
Im really afraid.
but I wanna be as like YANAGI.
flexible n tuff.
do that.
もっと強かったらよかった
何も気付かなかったらよかった
見たくもないものまで見えてしまう
見えても触れても影響されないくらいブレないしなやかな強さがほしい