おひさしぶりです

ずっとブログを書いていませんでした

っていうかみんな書いてないよね笑　さみしいです


生活にいろいろな変化もあり、忙しくしていました



あまりにもパーソナルなことは書けないのですが、

すごく元気でやっています。


自分らしさをやっと取り戻せたなぁって感じです
うまく言えないけど、動くことが、考えることが、悩むことが楽しいのです

たくさん考えて、だけどポジティブに、前に進むっていうのが全然できてなかったなぁって

その大切さを思い出してモチベーションがあがりました



バイトもがんばっています、１年半ぶりに　やっっぱりファストフード向きなのかも
でも、久々にバーガーキングに行きたい今日この頃です。笑



留学組も次々に帰国で嬉しい限りです
たっくさん遊ぼうねぇ

遠距離の彼氏ともうまくいってます
二人とも、成長したとおもう

なんだかあっというまに再会も近づいて、もう一週間ちょい
変わらず仲良くできるといいな




さてさてまたブログもちょこちょこ復活したいなぁ


みんなも書いてくれ！

orz

言霊

思いを言葉に出すと、それが本当になる。


言霊。


言葉には本当に魂が宿っていると思います。



だから、今は自分に自信を持たせてあげたいと思います


大丈夫、できるよって。


そして言葉の力で、相手の心に気持ちが届くといいなぁと思うんです。


Speak it up when you really mean it.

encounter

When I went for a walk today, I saw this really old woman having a trouble with carrying her grocery.

For some reason I just coudn't pass her by, so I asked her if i could give her a hand.

She's got this really beautiful smile and told me that since she bought too much stuff for her to handle, it would be great if i could help her. I walked her home. And then she invited me in. It was a lovely old (and a bit messy) house. She gave me some Ohagi and a cup of green tea. We talked LOTS. She lives alone and she misses her grandkids.


When I was about to leave, she gave me so many souveniours. like Osenbe, Nori, lollies, and stuff.

It was quite a lot of fun. I am glad I talked to her so randomly. You can meet great people anywhere if you are really opening your heart and following it. Everybody's got great stories which always influence me a lot.

I wouldn't talk to some strange creepy guys for my own sake but yeah this was nice.

me love you long timeeee

I've been working pretty hard these days. I'm getting used to the it, and compared to the last job I had, this is pretty easy:) Without much customers coming in, all I do is pretty much wipe on tables. haha

My bf pointed out that my English is getting sucky. SERIOUSLY I KNEW IT!!! It just doesn't come out as natually as it used to be. I don't think in English anymore. It IS really sad. I talk to my bf everyday in English but it doesn't help when he is not a native speaker either in that way. hahaha

SO *WARNING TO MY FRIENDS*

Keep up with good work! haha


Speaking of which, I really really have been missing my year in NZ. I just want my nz back:( I want my baby. I want my roommate back. I want my sisters back:( Now that it's been almost 6 months since I saw my roommate last time, I feel really nostalgic. It was like a dream when I think of it now. I am fine, tho. I am better off in Japan right now. My bf is seeing this long distance thing really hard right now because of what his family has been telling him. I just wanna see him soon now. yeah it is soon.


Ok when I write in English, it tends to be really depressing or random. FORGIVE ME. It was just my random thoughts. Tomorrow I am gonna meet up with my best friends, Kyon:) Excitement! yey!