「 Although you are often more interested in getting the facts right, today could be one of those days that pushes you into new emotional territory. You realize the limitations of time yet push forward anyhow, for you are drawn to have the most intense experience possible. Your current behavior might surprise your friends or partner because you are usually more conservative. Don't hold back because you are afraid of being judged. It's time to change. 」
twenty-five random facts that go around facebook.
decided to keep a log here.
is it impossible to fully understand everything about a person?
i'll leave that to will power.
#1: i truly am convinced that i am AB型.
(until the day i send it to the labs)
http://www.nan.co.jp/deaimasse/ketueki/abgirl.htm
#2: thus, i believe explains my cameleon tendencies.
#3: i am curious in nature and my mind never sleeps.
#4: there is a difference between being shy and being introverted. i admit to the latter (primarily that is, in canada that is, though i very much interchange, refer to #1).
#5: thus, number five brings me to my home body activities. i am a youtube-junkie. my past times include: lying in bed looking at the ceiling whilst listening to music. if i am feeling proactive i'll play myself some japanese radio show just so that its not a complete waste of time and i'll still learn something.
#6: I believe the best road to learning is through complete immersion.
#7: with that being said, i am a nerd. not in the conventional sense. i enjoy learning and discovering new things. that being said my motto is that "we learn something new everyday".
#8: i have many mottos. a girl of mottos.
#9: i have a sarcastic tendency. you never know when it'll hit. i don't know either.
#10: i was a very active, accident-prone, jumpy, twirly, kid that loved to take naps behind the sofa in my parent's bedroom in the afternoon when the sun is perfectly shining warm fuzzy rays whilst i create fantastic million-dollar dreams.
#11: i was a brilliant hider, in hide-and-seek.
#12: my mum tells me she spent two hours searching for me, inside our house. (refer to #9)
#13: of all the countries, places and people i've met in my life, at seventy-percent i think my best friend understands me the best.
#14: she tells me i should be more selfish.
#15: i love the sky. the sky and me have a deep and long-lasting relationship of twenty-one years.
#16: i have very vivid and lucid dreams.
#17: in highschool i always had this one reoccuring dream, and everytime the story would just develop even further. i remember waking up and feeling like i just ran an endless marathon.
#18: i have really film like dreams.
#19: i like to dream. the path to the unconscious mind and great discovery.
#20: i have learnt that i am fairly optimistic.
#21: i have a strange ability to "blur-eye" and i thought it was common until tiff tells me its not. That is why sometimes I kind of look like i'm staring at someone or something but i'm not really. Just lost in my own world.
#22: i get very delusional and get random bursts of energy and hyperness late in the night and when i don't get much sleep. imagine it like a graph or the world's stock market. lol.
#23: i'm not very fond of labelling, cause i find that i always switch between them; and why must we be defined so strictly?
#24: in highschool i primarily listened to indie underground and rock.
#25: from highschool to university, these four years i've really changed alot.
#26: now in university i listen to jpop, kpop, cpop
#27: its ironic how in highschool (hk) i wasn't heavily interest in asian pop culture, but now in university when im in canada i do.
#28: i believe that in life everything is a juggle of equilibrium and that is another motto of mine. balance is life.
#29: i eat very slow. this is partially because i read an article when i was young about how we need at least 20 minutes for our stomachs to register when we are full.
#30: when eating i usually save the best for the last.
#31: when sharing food i prefer to right at the beginning before i start eating. if someone picks at something in the middle and it also happens to be what i saved to eat last, now that is irritating.
#32: i have a secret rule of five minutes (not a secret anymore). i usually get over things fairly quickly but in say those five minutes i'll really indulge in my emotions.
#33: for anything being angry or sad, i tend to keep it to myself because i think its selfish to expect someone to fully understand. though i always have hope that they do. i usually choose to indulge in my emotions to their fullest extent until its no longer bearable than its out of my system.
#34: the words "whats wrong?" is taboo to me. when i'm sad i just can't help but i'll start crying and when angry it pisses me off even more. its like the key to the door. the door that kept it all buckled.
decided to keep a log here.
is it impossible to fully understand everything about a person?
i'll leave that to will power.
#1: i truly am convinced that i am AB型.
(until the day i send it to the labs)
http://www.nan.co.jp/deaimasse/ketueki/abgirl.htm
#2: thus, i believe explains my cameleon tendencies.
#3: i am curious in nature and my mind never sleeps.
#4: there is a difference between being shy and being introverted. i admit to the latter (primarily that is, in canada that is, though i very much interchange, refer to #1).
#5: thus, number five brings me to my home body activities. i am a youtube-junkie. my past times include: lying in bed looking at the ceiling whilst listening to music. if i am feeling proactive i'll play myself some japanese radio show just so that its not a complete waste of time and i'll still learn something.
#6: I believe the best road to learning is through complete immersion.
#7: with that being said, i am a nerd. not in the conventional sense. i enjoy learning and discovering new things. that being said my motto is that "we learn something new everyday".
#8: i have many mottos. a girl of mottos.
#9: i have a sarcastic tendency. you never know when it'll hit. i don't know either.
#10: i was a very active, accident-prone, jumpy, twirly, kid that loved to take naps behind the sofa in my parent's bedroom in the afternoon when the sun is perfectly shining warm fuzzy rays whilst i create fantastic million-dollar dreams.
#11: i was a brilliant hider, in hide-and-seek.
#12: my mum tells me she spent two hours searching for me, inside our house. (refer to #9)
#13: of all the countries, places and people i've met in my life, at seventy-percent i think my best friend understands me the best.
#14: she tells me i should be more selfish.
#15: i love the sky. the sky and me have a deep and long-lasting relationship of twenty-one years.
#16: i have very vivid and lucid dreams.
#17: in highschool i always had this one reoccuring dream, and everytime the story would just develop even further. i remember waking up and feeling like i just ran an endless marathon.
#18: i have really film like dreams.
#19: i like to dream. the path to the unconscious mind and great discovery.
#20: i have learnt that i am fairly optimistic.
#21: i have a strange ability to "blur-eye" and i thought it was common until tiff tells me its not. That is why sometimes I kind of look like i'm staring at someone or something but i'm not really. Just lost in my own world.
#22: i get very delusional and get random bursts of energy and hyperness late in the night and when i don't get much sleep. imagine it like a graph or the world's stock market. lol.
#23: i'm not very fond of labelling, cause i find that i always switch between them; and why must we be defined so strictly?
#24: in highschool i primarily listened to indie underground and rock.
#25: from highschool to university, these four years i've really changed alot.
#26: now in university i listen to jpop, kpop, cpop
#27: its ironic how in highschool (hk) i wasn't heavily interest in asian pop culture, but now in university when im in canada i do.
#28: i believe that in life everything is a juggle of equilibrium and that is another motto of mine. balance is life.
#29: i eat very slow. this is partially because i read an article when i was young about how we need at least 20 minutes for our stomachs to register when we are full.
#30: when eating i usually save the best for the last.
#31: when sharing food i prefer to right at the beginning before i start eating. if someone picks at something in the middle and it also happens to be what i saved to eat last, now that is irritating.
#32: i have a secret rule of five minutes (not a secret anymore). i usually get over things fairly quickly but in say those five minutes i'll really indulge in my emotions.
#33: for anything being angry or sad, i tend to keep it to myself because i think its selfish to expect someone to fully understand. though i always have hope that they do. i usually choose to indulge in my emotions to their fullest extent until its no longer bearable than its out of my system.
#34: the words "whats wrong?" is taboo to me. when i'm sad i just can't help but i'll start crying and when angry it pisses me off even more. its like the key to the door. the door that kept it all buckled.
楽しみ中に時々孤独を感じする、いいんですよね・・理解できるのね・・。
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この曲の歌詞超好きです！ぴったり！
もし僕があの日 少し違う未来を選んだとしたら
揺れている窓に映る 見慣れた日々に問い掛けてる
人は誰も憧れ傷つき ただひとつ選んだ現在(いま)を
大切にしながら きっと生きている
ありのままで もう一回歩き出そう 悲しみ越えて
誰のでもない 名もなき道を
明日もそう 夢に 向かって 悩んで 笑って 笑って
今ここにいる 僕が僕のすべて それだけは変わらない
もし僕があの日 君に強がりもせず素直でいれたら
ふと胸に浮かぶ思い 切ないけれど今は愛しい
人は誰も出会いと別れに それぞれの思い出重ね
新しい明日を ずっと生きてゆく
僕は僕の 人生も運命も 抱きしめてゆこう
ひとつひとつが 輝くために春夏秋冬を 走って 走って 走って 走って
確かな事は 僕が創った道 それだけは変わらない
そう 未完成で 立ち止まった不安を 儚くも過ぎ去った時間を
ありのままの自分を受け入れたら
この誓いで未来を 切り開く様に この思いが届きますように
今以上に 自分のこと 信じるよ
ありのままで もう一回歩き出そう 悲しみ越えて
誰のでもない 名もなき道を
明日もそう 夢に 向って 悩んで 笑って 笑って
確かなことは ひとつだけ
僕は僕の 人生も運命も 抱きしめてゆこう
ひとつひとつが 輝くために
春夏秋冬を 走って 走って 走って 走って
今ここにいる 僕が僕のすべて それだけは変わらない
◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇
この曲の歌詞超好きです！ぴったり！
もし僕があの日 少し違う未来を選んだとしたら
揺れている窓に映る 見慣れた日々に問い掛けてる
人は誰も憧れ傷つき ただひとつ選んだ現在(いま)を
大切にしながら きっと生きている
ありのままで もう一回歩き出そう 悲しみ越えて
誰のでもない 名もなき道を
明日もそう 夢に 向かって 悩んで 笑って 笑って
今ここにいる 僕が僕のすべて それだけは変わらない
もし僕があの日 君に強がりもせず素直でいれたら
ふと胸に浮かぶ思い 切ないけれど今は愛しい
人は誰も出会いと別れに それぞれの思い出重ね
新しい明日を ずっと生きてゆく
僕は僕の 人生も運命も 抱きしめてゆこう
ひとつひとつが 輝くために春夏秋冬を 走って 走って 走って 走って
確かな事は 僕が創った道 それだけは変わらない
そう 未完成で 立ち止まった不安を 儚くも過ぎ去った時間を
ありのままの自分を受け入れたら
この誓いで未来を 切り開く様に この思いが届きますように
今以上に 自分のこと 信じるよ
ありのままで もう一回歩き出そう 悲しみ越えて
誰のでもない 名もなき道を
明日もそう 夢に 向って 悩んで 笑って 笑って
確かなことは ひとつだけ
僕は僕の 人生も運命も 抱きしめてゆこう
ひとつひとつが 輝くために
春夏秋冬を 走って 走って 走って 走って
今ここにいる 僕が僕のすべて それだけは変わらない