it's totally broken

you cut me out like you never broke our promises

i guess you don't remember what promises you broke

when i was mad, you just laughed

but when i was the one who did, you're so freakin' mad

and shout at me that i'm worthless and tell me you don't need me

don't you know how deep i got hurt by you saying those things?

tell me, who was the one ...

who said which color is better?

who advised you where to put things?

who helped you to set up your room?

who wrote the bulletin board just to make you feel better?

who called you on the phone so you won't get tired chatting?

who listened to you when you were so irritated by some other problems?

have you ever think of what i have done to help you?

and no matter how cruel of you to say i'm not worth it,

i still followed you

i cared for you

i didn't give up on you

and believed in what you said

when we're not misunderstanding each other

but now you're telling me i should die

is that what you really want from me now?

well, congratulation! your wish is your command

i am dying

i don't even know how long i can take those pain

it's too deep

i think no one could ever help me

you know what?

at least i do regret it for what i have done to make you feel irritated

i don't mean to make you feel bad

never

although you don't know how you hurt me so bad

i still forgive you

that's how i can't stay mad at you for too long

i guess you don't remember what you've said before

that you really "care for me"

but the way you treat me wasn't always right

hope it's not too late for you to pick me up

before i will disappear silently

without no one knowing that i'll be gone forever

i will be right here waiting for you



i wish you knew how i feel...