☆ sense of values

different people have different values

it's hard to find someone

who have almost the same sense of value as yours

i don't think i can find someone

cuz most of the people think they are the best and know what's right

i had enough for these fucking pain

and don't wanna feel it anymore

guess i'm driving myself insane

what am i looking for?

do i really have to pretend that i'm always ok?

why do i have to change everything anyway?

i shouldn't forget that i used to be alone most of the time

and there's no one in the world who will accept me of who really i am

i have to remind myself not to get hurt

just because they don't care about me at all

if they can't handle me at my worst

then they sure as hell don't deserve me at my best

if only i can remove this loneliness

then i won't get hurt

and i will be strong

more than they ever known

too bad i'm still living in the darkness

gotta get out of here as soon as possible

but i don't know how long it would take

maybe forever and not gonna make it

but i shouldn't give up on this

though i have nothing

no one who cares or loves me

how worthless i am for them

this is me

myself and i