You Have NO Idea...

During the whole time you made fun of me, that you called me "pest" because you got mad at me, during the whole time I take all your insults not bothering to say a single thing against you - you have NO idea how much I want to snap at you and bitch slap you at that moment. To show you and your friends that you can't boss everyone around - and not everyone is on your side.

However, do you even know the true reason why I did not bother talking back to you and snap at you? To go there and grab your hair, then bitch slap you? That's because the same as the reason why I didn't snap at our stupid Class President yesterday - I don't want to offend our teacher, and mainly because I respect you. Hell, to be honest - I don't care about all the bad things you said at me -- I don't care that you and your friends laugh at me. I don't care that you're mad at me during the whole school year. I don't care if you plan to make fun of me during the whole school year, I don't care if you plan to make fun of me.

But you want to know what offended me with all the things you said? It's when you called me pest. You're in no such place to call me a pest, because from what I remember: you're not the one who gave birth to me. You're not my mom. You're nothing but my classmate. You're not even a friend of mine. Besides, I always knew the moment that I entered the classroom that you dislike me for unknown reason. We didn't even talked during that time yet.

Tell me - during all the hurtful things you told me, did I even say anything back against you? I did not. Because I always knew that Mr. Cruz wants everyone in the classroom to respect each other. I was your leader... but did I get any respect from you? No. I did not get any. In fact - you didn't even respect me as your leader and as your classmate. You curse at me as if I am your child, as if you're the one who gave birth to me and you're the one who raised me. Hell, neither my Mom, Grandmother, Grandfather, nor Uncles had called me pest. But you? Congratulations!

You fucking won a lottery.

I only did the right thing. It was your fault to begin with: I can't just place your name in the list while you did not clean or did anything earlier. You want someone who will agree with you even though you didn't even clean the classroom? Go make a group of your own. I don't really care.

You see - unlike you and your friends, I'm way different. I'm honest when it comes to everyone in the classroom. I'd tell the teacher if someone did the right and the wrong thing, because that's also a duty of us leaders. I respect every teachers that enters our classroom in order to teach us, because I appreciate the hard work they're doing just to give us proper education; unlike you - who talk back to a teacher.

Your too immature to get mad at a simple thing, but I supposed that's because you're the type of person who always wants to be the right. Well, really - I could careless. I can forgive you - sure, but I won't forget.