Woah.

It's been awhile since I have posted anything on here! Summer vacation and is kindof busy. Life is .. just..so complicated right now.
Well, as always.

Tired.

Tired of everyday life. Same thing over and over again. I'm feeling more restless as days go by. My eyes are burning and I'm getting more weaker. Time heal all wounds? The biggest bullshit I've ever heard. Has my wounds ever healed? Since little till now, the wounds are still here. Each wound I receive just gets bigger and just more painful.

Dude. I just get tired of helping people.

SOMETIMES

Don’t get me wrong. I do really love to help, but it fucking ticks me off that my words just don’t get through their thick head.

I mean, I’m giving you advice, encouraging you whatever help you needed. Yet, my words just go out your other ear. I’m helping you, would you fucking listen and do what I say? OR WOULD YOU RATHER JUST SULK? Over and over again I have to somewhat repeat what I have to say OR put it in a clearer or easier way for them to understand. Was it really that hard? It’s no damn puzzle.

When I help, most people just don’t care what I have to say and keep thinking negatively. When people help ME I do listen. Even some of their great quotes get stuck in my head so it helps me out in the future. I’m thankful for those people who helped me.

Just, if you receive help from me. Please don’t make me go over things again with you. I would just stop helping you from there, seriously.