今日はまじ疲れた。。

今日は客先で朝の9:30から20:00頃まで、

ずっ~と、
ずっ~と、
ずっ~と、

打ち合わせ汗

まじなげーよ。

どんだけ打ち合わせ好きなんだよ。


今電車の中。

今日は金曜なので
このまま直帰します。

最近、NEYOの曲で頭から離れない曲があります。

(かなり前に流行っていた曲だけど)


mindfieldsさんのブログ


BECAUSE OF YOU


[Verse 1:]
Want to, but I can't help it
I love the way it feels,
It's got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don't
Tell myself I'll stop everyday, knowin' that I won't

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

[Chorus:]
And it's all because of you [3X]
And it's all because…
Never get enough,
She's the sweetest drug

[Verse 2:]
Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done,
Only concern is the next time, I'm gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

[Chorus:]
And it's all because of you (all because of you) [3X]
And it's all because…
Never get enough,
She's the sweetest drug

Ain't no doubt, so strung out [2X]
Over you, over you, over you

Because of you,
And it's all because of you,
Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug, she's the sweetest drug

空を見上げながら歩きだす。

天気がとてもいい。

イヤホンを取り出し音楽を流して歩く。


職場に向かいたくない気持ちとは裏腹に駅に向かう自分。

誰にも伝えられない
この気持ち。。

まるで本当の自分はどこかに行ってしまったみたい。



何かフワフワしていて

蝉の抜け殻みたい。


ふと流れてきた
BOYZ2MENの「STEP ON UP」

何か歌詞を聞いていたら少し自分を助けてくれたような気がします。