I'm having party tonight at my friend's place!!

I will join them after work.


There will be some people I don't know but can't wait to see them!


didn't have party for long time so I'm so excited.


Hope tonight is a big drinking night!

I've been in love with this guy for more than 10years............




It is so long time...............



We stay in two different worlds.........



I just believe something in me..........


I've seen him for long time.................



Even I can say this me, right here, is made by him..............






I've heard "I miss you, baby."........................



I do know it is not the real words from him and totally not to me.......................



Just something in myself wants it to be real and for me...........



It is ok..............



Even though it is not true and not for me, I'm just so happy....................



Being in love with someone who you may never reach.......is hard, tough, sad.............but still there are some hopes, I believe...............

is so important....



I've been not healty these days........




Too bad............



and my body is broken.............



Oh my god..........



It is really bad sign................




Should have realised earlier.........



I'm fine and still can work.......




Just I need to spend more money and time for my body............



it's ok......



will get better.........



I do as much as I can for my health........



Oh, I wish I could spend more time for myself............