Hello! こんにちは! (^.^) Today, I woke up with a nasty dream. I dreamt of whipped cream, poached eggs, spring rolls, and all kinds of yummy things. Luckily it was all a dream, and I didn't actually do it.昇天



When I stepped onto the scale this morning, I noticed I lost another 0.9kg, meaning I'm 64.9kg now. I still have a far way to go obviously, but I'm glad it's going well. I'm currently 35 hours into my fast.


Last night, my parent did give me a plate of food, but I didn't touch it. It's still on my desk. I gathered some plastic bags, and figured it will be better if I gladly accept the food, then throw it away out of their sight. It's food waste, but this way, they will think I eat, and I can peacefully continue fasting.



It's really difficult though. Especially because I'm still sick. I can't leave the house, and my mind is occupied with food and snacks. It's hard not to give in, but I got this. I have a goal in sight and that's what I'll go for, even if it's hard  赤ちゃん泣き . But I really miss eating already.


Yesterday I spent the entire day playing games on my phone, since I need to rest. But I really want to go out for a walk today. Even if it's just a small stroll to the supermarket for cola zero. (TДT)


But that's it for now. I'll see you next time! Goodbye~