Hi. I know it may be strange... I'm typing in English all of a sudden.
haha.
I'm sorry to some of the Japanese people reading this. (You know, if you can't read it.)
I think that this post will be more of a personal one.
Right now, I think I'm going through a period in my life where the people around me are changing, and I just can't keep up with it.
It's either that or I'm changing. Which I don't think I am, but I never know.
I'm actually going through a pretty pathetic stage in my life right now I think. Where I guess, I don't know how I should talk to my friends and I'm just slightly afraid. I might even say that I hate the current me.
I hope that this soon passes. and I will keep hoping for that day where everything will suddenly make sense and fall into place.
But right now, I'm going to just focus on my happiness and who I am.
Because unless I can understand myself, I can't expect other people to understand me.
I know, when I was little I used to laugh at the people who would post this kind of crap online. I'll be like: DUDE. LIFE IS PERFECT. YOU'RE JUST BEING OVER DRAMATIC.
And that is why I'm a hypocrite.
I really wish I could have my little kid mind back where I thought the whole world was crazy.
But I don't care, I'm just gonna beat the hell out of tomorrow and do the best I can.
GOOD LUCK! LET'S DO THIS SH*T!~
haha.
I'm sorry to some of the Japanese people reading this. (You know, if you can't read it.)
I think that this post will be more of a personal one.
Right now, I think I'm going through a period in my life where the people around me are changing, and I just can't keep up with it.
It's either that or I'm changing. Which I don't think I am, but I never know.
I'm actually going through a pretty pathetic stage in my life right now I think. Where I guess, I don't know how I should talk to my friends and I'm just slightly afraid. I might even say that I hate the current me.
I hope that this soon passes. and I will keep hoping for that day where everything will suddenly make sense and fall into place.
But right now, I'm going to just focus on my happiness and who I am.
Because unless I can understand myself, I can't expect other people to understand me.
I know, when I was little I used to laugh at the people who would post this kind of crap online. I'll be like: DUDE. LIFE IS PERFECT. YOU'RE JUST BEING OVER DRAMATIC.
And that is why I'm a hypocrite.
I really wish I could have my little kid mind back where I thought the whole world was crazy.
But I don't care, I'm just gonna beat the hell out of tomorrow and do the best I can.
GOOD LUCK! LET'S DO THIS SH*T!~
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