We are going to marry, only chat on net for a week , we talk about if we get married, that would be much easir for him to stay here, he could go to Japan to marry a girl to stay, but he say he want to stay with me, he will prove that he do love me for sure, our married will be like other normal marrige, faithful , honest, no cheating,

I can't believe I married to a man I haven't met in person yet, we both crazy , that's the most crazy thing I've ever done in my life, so does he!

After thinking about how to get the visa to stay, I don't know anything about it , I ask Debby about it, but he has no degree, can't get an ARC, so I think it will not work out.

while I was waiting for the bus, Tony saw me while he driving me by, that's how I can get the imformation of ARC, I would never will call him again , but he just show up at the moment I need, that is so weird,

Is that mean to be? the things just happen seems he should come here, I don't know,

I am aways hoping someone can makes me feel love and I can give my love to, but only from the net, it sounds crazy and hard to believe, it happens to me before, so now I just wondering how it could be and how long it will last.....

He talk about forever, but it seems so unreal, actually I don't believe someone will fall in love with me from the net, but in the other hand, i hope eveything he said was true..... but still hard to believe.