Comfort in a Time of Need | mimi、39、一児の母。大腸癌、 ステージ4、末期と診断されました。

mimi、39、一児の母。大腸癌、 ステージ4、末期と診断されました。

大腸癌、肝臓、子宮転移。リンパ、胸、肺、すい臓に腫瘍、及び影あり。余命宣告、1ヶ月。持って1年。
そんな数を持っている私です。
統計や傾向に挑戦中です。まだまだ死ぬ気はありません。

 

I keep fighting voices in my mind that say I’m not enough
Every single lie that tells me I will never measure up
Am I more than just the sum of every high and every low?
Remind me once again just who I am, because I need to know 
You say I am loved when I can’t feel a thing
You say I am strong when I think I am weak
You say I am held when I am falling short
When I don’t belong, oh You say that I am Yours
And I believe, oh I believe 
What You say of me 
I believe

Lauren Daigle - You say - This is Mimi’s favorite song, it gave her strength during her fight with Cancer and this morning it gives me strength in my loss. I feel my heart is torn in two, because half of my heart is in Heaven with Mimi.  Below are scriptures that help me get through this time as I lean on God to help Olivia and I through our Loss.  My prayer is that they comfort you as well. heart

https://youtu.be/sIaT8Jl2zpI

 

Matthew 5:4 “Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.”

 

Psalm 30:11 “You have turned for me my mourning into dancing; you have loosed my sackcloth and clothed me with gladness…”

 

Revelation 21:4 “He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.”

 

I know that Mimi has no more pain, no more tears, and no more suffering in Heaven.  That she has new legs, new arms and is dancing with Jesus and our lost loved ones. This comforts me and gives me strength. Mimi is a living example that when we trust in God, he comforts us and gives us peace even in difficult times.  My prayer is that both myself and you will continue to follow her example and trust in God and that He comforts us the same.  I know this is what Mimi wants and hopes for all of us.  If you as her readers want, I will continue to post on these matters within the week.  My apologies that I cannot communicate in Japanese Shobourne  I am praying that God will provide a way to continue her Legacy and he will. Amen heartheartheart