Finally .. as time passes. I realized that what I feel when it's just temporary feelings.
I can not lie if my heart still choose hitsu.
Speaking about hitsu, from the beginning I liked him only now I know his name hitsu (not his real name). Omg, that name .. that face .. always overshadow my life.
hitsu ... a name that will I recalled.
Now I'm more infatuated with hitsu, (why did I say more?). because I'm trying to forget him by liking another guy, it was once again couldn't and again I fell in love many times with him.
hitsu ... why you can still seize the time and my thoughts ..恋の矢

Well ... in the morning I came to the campus, the intention of the heart to assistant college assignment. just got on campus i've seen group of students wearing uniforms shouting unclear. Well obviously not because I've come to the campus so do not know what occasion. finally after the probe with stairs down (want to place of photocopy but took a detour from the second floor) apparently was a student environment.ラブラブ!
Weks... instantly dawned .. hope to see hitsu guy that I really love ..ラブラブ
beast's song lyric represents my feelings for someone I love. I've made a mistake with him. I was really shocked. do not know what to say.



Every day I just can’t control
Every night the loneliness is my love

Can’t breathe, my body’s getting stiff like an ice (Why! Why!)
Hey dear, stay here, I’m going blind (Why! Why!)
No way losing my way, why are you drifting away?
I don’t want to get hurt, but what will we do with my love struck heart?

I don’t hear anything
I don’t see anything
Oh, ever since you’ve left
I couldn’t focus on anything else

(Cuz I’ll be there)
Everything stopped, and now it's over
And my existence is fading away
(Cuz I’ll be there)
Even if I close my eyes
You're still fading away from my memories

Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
I’m sorry, please come back to my side
Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
Because of you I can’t focus on anything else. Oh~
Come to me, oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
Come back, back back to me (I’m waiting (for) you you!)
Oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
I don't think I can ever wake up from ma shock

Hey ya, wake up
Once I wake up, you’re not by my side
Oh lalalalalala, now you’re laughing like a lunatic
I’m struggling everyday against the clashing waves of loneliness
I can’t (forget you) for the rest of my life

If I knew it would be like this, I would have held you back
Then it wouldn't have been so hard
Oh, even if I try to embrace you once more
I can’t, cuz I can't even move a single finger

(Cuz I'll be there)
It’s hard to breath
And my heart hurts.
(Cuz I’ll be there)
The more I think about you
The longer I idle while sitting down
And I can’t get anything done

Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
I’m sorry, please come back to my side
Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
Because of you I can’t focus on anything else. Oh~
Come to me, oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
Come back, back back to me (I’m waiting (for) you you!)
Oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
I don't think I can ever wake up from ma shock

Every night in my dream (in my dream)
I can’t (can’t)
Hear your voice (voice)
So, where are you?

If you’re happy to be away from my side
Then I will try to hold in my tears for you

Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
I’m sorry, please come back to my side
Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
Because of you I can’t focus on anything else. Oh~
Come to me, oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
Come back, back back to me (I’m waiting (for) you you!)
Oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
I don't think I can ever wake up from ma shock

This song is not over
Get Shocked

i'm a student who is less clever, who choose majors that hadn't been known to its original form would be horrific. But still believe in such thing as luck.チョキ. Hope for the sake of the family.
The only thing that makes me able to survive until now is the best family I love, who put great expectations on me.
I understand that once the first child who survived the first grandchild born in this world. So I will live all dependents who bear but I am very sincere when I saw my family struggle for me.
.. oo_oow..The story has begin ..

Geeky girls, odd, innocent face, a little stupid, late thinker, like the guy for two years but just know his name? (Where have you been that Elie!). so apparently the guy has already had a boyfriend. worse!ガーン

Well .. why I can never normal couples. but wait! I ever can be normal even though only lasted one month, that is normal like dating. Get together, in pickup, dating, going to the movies, go eat together, well like that.
and great about going out with a nice guy on campus exists. hhaa
have you confused? people just got no idea, I myself also didn't expect ..
but it's the time when I was a triumphant * jyaa elaah ...lol

Now I'm more in love with a guy I know in cyberspace. he's coming from one island with me. don't know why I love on him. But again the goddess Fortuna is not on my side. He likes the other girl, even she still likes his ex girlfriend imagined (which I thought was very spoiled). I'm not aware there is nothing compared with them. Now the real rival is a japanese girl! GUBRAAAK!叫び
The further I just hope can get the heart. Why does he have to find a similar his ex?
"Can't you look ahead, a lot of girls who expect you?
liking someone because they saw his physical will never-ending ..
Can not you see the sincerity of my heart?" * Want to feel told him like that.
But lately he started away at me. Since I can honestly say I like him. kusoo! Maybe the destiny couldn't get what I want. hiks あせる
This story begins from a girl who used to be called Elie ...
Elie is a strange figure of a girl (admitted by herself), who was born from a simple family, away from parents and lived with her grandparents ...
but that story before, now she lives with her parents again.
Now Elie became a student at a top university in her hometown.
Although capitalize luck and a mediocre brain, she struggled to understand the lecture material is the most she doesn't like, which is counting!!!ガーン
Indeed she was still in school when one of the most intelligent student and quite famous. How not famous? The first time she likes a guy actually caught residents of one school. 爆弾
But somehow there is no rain no wind suddenly faded intellect.しょぼん
Said she could at the least intelligent students on campus.
Realizing there is no college that she mastered the lesson. One day there are lecturers who ask such a "do you try to think, whether there is science to this day have you got?". helloww ... without prompting imagine how well everything would be in thinking. but keep fighthing! Go with what it is .. チョキ
Maybe "FREAK" is enough to represent the characteristics herselves. sHe will be angry if anyone knows about how her personality though. Why? sHe just doesn't know herself like how?
This girl is strange but true, she seldom even have female friends.
Actually, she was nice and pleasant, but because there are some particular reason he did not believe with others, or friendship.ダウンダウンダウン
これらの最後の数週間、私はステファンと通信しなかった。アップ

彼は忙しい私の場所でゲームを、インターネット破損していたです。ガーン

今彼は始まった新しい映画を撮影中。 *は、その不安は、彼の映画の演技を確認します。ラブラブ!

彼は高校を卒業した。アップアップ

私が最初に彼を知って、彼は子供の、非常にキュートでした。にひひ

今彼はハンサムとなっている彼の体も高いです。 (笑)ラブラブ


michan_hitsuのブログキスマーク

彼の新しい映画で幸運にも彼の好みの大学に入る。チョキ
私はあなたを見たすべての。
私は感心するより多くの付加価値。
知っているのですか?
私は長い間あなたを愛している。


しかし、なぜですか?
私のメッセージに返信することができなかった。
と私はいつも願っています。
あなたのため待っている。

あなたはどのように感じるかではないか。
傷つけると絶望終わりなき待っています。

私が行うことができます何よりも。
ので、私の心を知っている。
他に何私が表示されます。
あなたはどれだけ私はあなたを愛して知っているので。

私はあなたを覚えているたびに。
もっと明るく生活。
知っているのですか?
私は長い間あなたを愛している。

しかし、なぜですか?
あなたは私を気にしない。
と私はいつも願っています。
あなたのため待っている。

ここ.. ..待つ私は..希望を所有して
とあなたが私について..気にしないしている
しかし、私は忠実にあなたを待って残っている。
私ができるの。
私は、なぜ今猫を恐れるのか分からない。はてなマーク

しかし、猫は私の近くに幸せだった。ドキドキ

場合でも、私は大学に行きたいの道を、私は誰が私の寮から私を次の子猫からの脱出を余儀なくされた。 (笑)にひひ

しかし、私のいとこは、かわいい子猫を持ってチョキ

私はピックアップをもたらすことを試みたが、子猫はまだ怖い。 (笑)ガーン

あまりにも写真を撮るときは、子猫は私の近くに来てみました。ラブラブ!


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