Addicted to beautiful

I love cosmetics and having esthetics so much.

I think I'm kind of avaricious to be a beautiful woman.
Maybe that's because I was always bullied by my cousin when I was a kid therefore since I was fat.
After I entered junior high school, I did strict weight control.
I worked out a lot without much food.So now I wonder how did I do that.

After I became slim, my life had changed.
I got more confident about myself and I realized how wonderful it is for women to be beautiful!
I think it's a instinct of women. So that's how I got cosmetic addiction.

In routine skin care I watch the ingredients of cosmetics .
I avoid using cosmetics which are made of oil chemicals because it's will break down our cells.
But when we are young it's hard to tell the difference.

Anyway now I'm kind of worried about blemishes and dullness on my face.
Besides it's getting hard to put on eye liner I'm so shocked.
I tried to use cosmetics which helps anti-aging.

I go to an esthetic salon once every two weeks.
The massage therapist massages my back along with my lymph nodes.
I heals my body and mental state.
I think I spend too much money on cosmetics and esthetics but they are my motivation to work hard right now.

About New Zealand

My New Zealand life so far

It's been a month since I came to NZ.
First I'm going to talk about my work and the hostel.
I'm working for a Japanese restaurant located in the center of Auckland city.
I got my job on 2nd day I was here I just happened to have dinner at the restaurant.
The meals they served were so nice ,then I thought It would be nice to work here.
Our owner Erikosan has been running some Japanese restaurants in Oceanian region and she is very nice to me.
She has been married to someone 13 years younger than her and he is a excellent chef so
she is a very attractive lady
My hostel is very affordable. Its not so clean and it hassome bad.I was worried first.
But like the proverb wherever you hang your hat is home.
I could find some people to talk to , that's nice.

Auckland is like a small town that are dropped in middle of nowhere.
Except the center of the city, the rest of its looks like its still has a history.

Secondly I'm going to talk about my new discoveries .
People in my age group usually talk about World news.
Everyone knows what is going on in the world and they have their own opinions.
I think it should be common cense sense for Japanese people too.
At the same time it makes feel me what a peaceful people are in Japan.

Therefore my value of believe changed too.
Since I came here, I feel almost everyone likes to talk about their own beliefs.
Fortunately I've already had my own original beliefs.
We should have a little more interest in international subject, and have our own opinion to be involved international society.