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かまってかまってちゃんから卒業出来たらええなぁと思う
何してるんやろーって思わん日がないのはよくない気するし。

だって相手は恐らくぅちの事そこまで考えてないでしょ? ←

目の前の事only~♪みたいな (w_-;

ぅちが何処で何してようが関係ない~♪みたいな・°・(ノД`)・°・



で、このギャップ(?)に悲しい思いすることが多々あるから、
自分の為にもbaby, look at me!!!的なsomethingは改めた方が良いかと…。



まぁ

相手のこと気にかけない=無関心=おってもおらんでも一緒


とかってつい思っちゃうのは否めないけどね。


でも友達以上のこと求めちゃダメなんだって最近気づいたし!
 

強い女になれるように頑張ってみよかな
。(´д`lll) うげぇ。
When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"



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↑全くその通りやと思う。
でも同時に、こんなこと出来る人なんておらんやろなと思う。


約1名とか絶対

"めんどくせっ"


の一言で終わるわ…

もう家から出ることなんてないのに無駄につけまつけてみた。
まじで暇人。課題あるのに暇人。



てか友達が

"もはや相方さんに対する怒りしかない"



とか言ってこの前嘆いてたけど、怒りを感じてた方が楽なんとちゃうかな。
だってその方がまだ前向きな気するもん。少なくとも悲しんでるだけの時よりは。

例えば、何であんなのの為にここまでせなあかんわけ?とかなんとか思ったら、その瞬間吹っ切れて、思うように行動し始めれるやん?
でも、なんでや、辛いわ
って嘆いてたら1日中頭の中その人で汚染されるわけで…結局の所何にも手につかなくなる。


だからぅちは不安に思うくらいなら、怒りに変わってしまった方がいいと思うな。



けどそうなったら関係まで終わっちゃうか 笑笑笑
それはそれで問題やな。うーん…難しい。
テケト―メイク&服装で買い出し出たら、寮母さんに


"顔色悪いけど大丈夫?"



って言われますた( ̄▽+ ̄*)←

どゆことや―
あんまりではないか―



はぁ…これからは休日も気抜かんようにせなあかんなパー




3日坊主やけど頑張りませう。




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