This is because tomorrow my 2 best friends (so called because i see them the most!) will fly to Japan and stay there for 1 year (doing work&holiday) ...oh my gosh... i mean ..i mean so far away.... so long.. i can't see them..
Yesterday evening we met and had the last chats and eat a chocolate cake together (T_T) it was really weird.... when saying goodbye tears went in my eyes and i almost cried. when i was on my walk home i cried ( ̄_ ̄ )
I will miss them so much. I wish them all the best you could ever wish your friends and hope they will make a lot new experiences and unforgettable impressions .
I wish i could share that dream... .but for me it is not about time.
Until 30th i stay at my mom's house. Have semester break until mid of october.
Tomorrow my boyfriend will visit and spent the rest of the week with me that cheers me up.