help help help

what does this mean?

I can not make it out.

its been a while.

NHKs tv program is called "Super presentation" always makes me hit the wall. feel like Ill never be able to speak English well. totally lost.

well...

Im not lazy.

Im always tweeting on my twitter account.

and...

this is my next "Help me!" see below.





I could understand a part of half maybe.

Do you have a dream?

I have no idea It's called dream but I have what I want to do.

Get a lot of tattoos, go to Sweden, Germany, Finland, Norway and obviously back to LA again. And get married to rock star. It doesn't matter famous or not.

To me, rock star means being gentleman, cool, kind, sweet and loves me.

That's rock star. I hope there is the guy somewhere on the planet.

I know opportunity doesn't knock.

We've gotta get it by ourself.

That's why I do I can do now. Work a lot, save the money, learn English hard...

Seemingly it's bored, hard and some times I'm lost like "where am I living for?"

The day is comming suddenly which I've already known.

And I've grown up each time.

That's why I go for it. There is no time to waist.

I already hope that there is a crazy twist at the end like people are gonna be shocked.

I think my life is not too bad because it's kind of fun after all.

All what I wanna say is You Never Know.

To Angela

Actually my first Arch Enemy is Blood On Your Hands from Rise Of The Tyrant.

The moment when I listened to the first riff and Angela's scream I was totally shocked. I just thought "This is it!".

Since then I've been totally into Arch Enemy.

I think basically I love Michael's guitar sounds and guitar tones.

Obviously Carcass and Spiritual Beggars as well.

And I love Angela's scream, voice, play style and headbang.

My life was kind of hell till I met Arch Enemy.

I say the worst thing that I was betrayed by my family and friend.

I was totally alone.

I mean she has completely changed my life.

You know, I'm crazy fan of Angela.

She is the biggest hero on the planet. Because as long as I've known Angela, she is very serious person, hard worker, strong, cute and very kind for us. And the message that she always puts out there which I agree with.

I know she has gone through many hardships since she was a kid so I'm sure that she knows the pains people have.

That's why I get lots of vibe from her and I love her and I look up to her as a person, a female and a metal heads.

She is something new and very special person for me.

Thanks to Angela, I go to where I am now. Definitely I couldn't be happier.

I love you Angela,

Thank you so much.

fullhouse

you are gonna miss the judging which is pretty much reason for going.

ってどういうこと本当に掴めない

this is what inside your brain looks like.

の最後の　looks like が最後にくる理由は？

日本語と同じ感じの捉え方でいいの？

思いついた順番で言う的な

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