i thought it should be 500...
not only me, everybody thought we need just 500.
but actually to get him out, we need 900.
i dont even know what im gonna do...

900 is big big big money to me.
i could goin back home this summer n the money supposed to pay for the flight ticket.
i wanna do whatever i can do, but i dont even know should i pay for it or not...
i jus wonder if your boyfriend went to da jail, n needs 900 to get out of there,
what are you going to do?


Im sorry stephen, im still waiting for the check now
I miss you.... Yesterday, Stephen n Jaron came down to my town to see me n qwen. Me n Stephen slept at the same couch, n woke up this morning. He needed to get back to the city cuz his car will be towed cuz he parked at somewhere which is not supposed to park at. I got back home, got ready for school, and wait them to come pick me up. I was waiting on them so fuckin long time but he said they were already on their way cuz he needed to be hurry. I didnt even know whats goin on, but when Jaron drove, they got pulled over. Jaron got a worrent n Stephen got 7 worrents. Its unbelievable... thats why they went to go to the jail. Jaron got out soon cuz his mom paid for him, but stephen has nobody to pay to get him out cuz the amound was 500... I couldnt pay for it too cuz im just waiting on my money. At the time, i needed to go to school but i needed to take care of my baby first, so we just think everything i can do now. and we decide im gonna bring my computer to pawn shop tomorrow for the money, n in this week, im gonna buy it back. Basically, i dont need to pay extra money n they can keep it for me too so it will be okay, but i feel so sorry to him cuz he needs to sleep in the jail by himself tonight...

i wish i could get him out.
i wish i could be there for him.

ive been thinking about it so bad.



I miss you boo...
Me n Stephen get together yesterday. I was talkin on the phone to my daddy about after this semester. I supposed to move to Atlanta, GA for school, but i don't want to leave people around me. Me n Qwen was fighting last night, but now, we are cool. Yesterday, me n Stephen supposed to hang out but Qwen, Jaron, n Tone came with us too. I was so quiate becsuse i was so excited to have a relationship with my baby. After we went to da mall or something, we went to Jaron's house. I got a call from my dad, n i was talkin on da phone in my car. Then Stephen came to the car n he said "Wats up Meezy! What u doin?" I was surprised cuz i didnt expect he come to my place. I said Im on da phone with my dad n he said "Oh sorry, i will be right back." and he was goin back into Jaron's house. I text him that if he is not busy, just come to my car. I really needed to make sure that he will leave me or not, and he likes me curtain way or not. Because if he left, there is no reasons to live in Missouri for me. We just talked lil bit while, and i think that was our first time to talk that much... I told to my daddy that im going to stay here for another a year n he said okay.

After that, he n i went back to inside of the house, and he said that "Im gonna sit by my boo!!" n sit right next to me. I was so happy n he went to da bathroom or somewhere. and Jaron's sister n her friend asked me that am I going with Stephen or not. I said "Yes." The girls said he is talkin on da phone with her wife or stuff like that. I was like girls,,, i dont care whatever you guys say. My baby came back to the living room, but at the time, its the time to go back to the town. I called him, n I asked to him like Are you my boo? and he said Yes, Meezy. That was so sweet... We hugged long time n kissed on his cheek. and he said call me! and i said okay. and we left.

I knew that he is at Jaron's sister's friends birthday party so I didn't text to him so much. I just decide that I will wait his call. I just said good night to him n i was passed out.


Awwww.... I LIKE HIM A LOT!!!!!!!!




I wish I never met you - Trina


(chorus)
i wish i never met you boy and its killing me to know
that i cant have you in my world
i wish i never met you boy
if i can turn back time
then ill make it so that u were my boo
i wish i never met you boy
everytime im with my man
all i do is sit and think of you
dont wanna feel the way i feel about you

(verse 1)
when we first got together
i saw us chilling forever
a lifetime best friends for worse or for better
then you switched up the weather
sunshine to clouds
i found a condom in your dresser
and you know how we get down
you fucking clown
now i wish i never met you
i shouldve listened to mama she said you wasnt nothing special
so now its to the left to the left
and everything you own is on the porch
nigga step
and tell me

(pre-chorus)
what would you do if you were in my shoes
would you make it work or would you wanna choose
between the one you love and between the one you with
cuz thas just how it is

(chorus)
i wish i never met you boy and its killing me to know
that i cant have you in my world
i wish i never met you boy
if i can turn back time
then ill make it so that u were my boo
i wish i never met you boy
everytime im with my man
all i do is think of you
dont wanna feel the way i feel about you


(verse 2)
maybe im trippin or i just cant figure you out
one night you say you love me the next you flippin out
but you can bounce, you know i dont need a man
im sorry i met you i could do bad by my damn self
i cant let you disrespect me, ima queen
and all my real boss chicks know what i mean
i bet you still trickin (trickin)
you aint learned yo lesson
now let me check yo text messages
and tell me

(pre-chorus)
what would you do if you were in my shoes
would you make it work or would you wanna choose
between the one you love and between the one you with
cuz thas just how it is

(chorus)
i wish i never met you boy and its killing me to know
that i cant have you in my world
i wish i never met you boy
if i can turn back time
then ill make it so that u were my boo
i wish i never met you boy
everytime im with my man
all i do is think of you
dont wanna feel the way i feel about you


i picture me and you together
everything about you make my whole body shiver
its youuu i want in my world
its youu that i adore
i said i picture me and you together
everything about you make my whole body quilver
its youuu i want in my world
its youu that i adore


pre-chorus)
what would you do if you were in my shoes
would you make it work or would you wanna choose
between the one you love and between the one you with
cuz thas just how it is

(chorus)
i wish i never met you boy and its killing me to know
that i cant have you in my world
i wish i never met you boy
if i can turn back time
then ill make it so that u were my boo
i wish i never met you boy
everytime im with my man
all i do is think of you
dont wanna feel the way i feel about you