I wonder how to make coins in Ameba~
Wow I haven't blogged her in so long!
but I want to start again..
I've been blogging on MySpace, but I wanna give up there lol
Welp.. all this long time..
nothing exciting ever happen in my life..
it was a boring summer, didn't go out much.. just casually watch a movie..
now started college again, and also very boring..
but.. I had this crush on a gy from a class who always stared at me o.o
and he would do things that made me think he was interested in me but I always kinda ignored him out of nervousness.. in the end.. it was all blah! I've already started to forget about him..
but now I'm liking someone else.. that I've liked for a very long time but had suppressed feelings for him..
I always thought I was off his league.. and I had no chance with him..
I've been liking him for years.. since the days he was a student..
he's now a professor in my college.. and he was my professor too XD
oh lord was I "scared".. well not really scared, but rather nervous all the time...
but I was fighting any feelings I had for him at that time cause I thought it was inappropiate since he was my teacher..
I think.. maybe he liked/likes me..
he always looked at him, and i pretended not to notice it..
after that trimester was over.. we stopped speaking to eachother..
we would see eachother on the hallways and he would just look at me but say nothing.. or maybe he was expecting for me to say "hi"? idk..
and IDK why he "watches" me..
I added him on face book but he is ignoring me u.u
maybe he thinks I'm annoying u.u
well, because I always comment oh his status..?
idk, but guys are weird! some of them.. and it makes me anxious and makes me want to scream!
because I like him so much that i want him! XD
oh yeah and he wrote on his status that he's looking for a gf...
funny thing was that he wrote that after he aproved me as friend on face book o.o
and i think he did that on purpose to see ppl's reaction.. grr, I feel stupid..
anyways... next time I see him i'll act normal and say hi like nothing.. and see what he says and does..
but I want to start again..
I've been blogging on MySpace, but I wanna give up there lol
Welp.. all this long time..
nothing exciting ever happen in my life..
it was a boring summer, didn't go out much.. just casually watch a movie..
now started college again, and also very boring..
but.. I had this crush on a gy from a class who always stared at me o.o
and he would do things that made me think he was interested in me but I always kinda ignored him out of nervousness.. in the end.. it was all blah! I've already started to forget about him..
but now I'm liking someone else.. that I've liked for a very long time but had suppressed feelings for him..
I always thought I was off his league.. and I had no chance with him..
I've been liking him for years.. since the days he was a student..
he's now a professor in my college.. and he was my professor too XD
oh lord was I "scared".. well not really scared, but rather nervous all the time...
but I was fighting any feelings I had for him at that time cause I thought it was inappropiate since he was my teacher..
I think.. maybe he liked/likes me..
he always looked at him, and i pretended not to notice it..
after that trimester was over.. we stopped speaking to eachother..
we would see eachother on the hallways and he would just look at me but say nothing.. or maybe he was expecting for me to say "hi"? idk..
and IDK why he "watches" me..
I added him on face book but he is ignoring me u.u
maybe he thinks I'm annoying u.u
well, because I always comment oh his status..?
idk, but guys are weird! some of them.. and it makes me anxious and makes me want to scream!
because I like him so much that i want him! XD
oh yeah and he wrote on his status that he's looking for a gf...
funny thing was that he wrote that after he aproved me as friend on face book o.o
and i think he did that on purpose to see ppl's reaction.. grr, I feel stupid..
anyways... next time I see him i'll act normal and say hi like nothing.. and see what he says and does..