PositiVe or NeGative

Why my voice is so weak. Why i lose confidence in oneself.

I'm thinking of. .

I wanna be a positive person but it is difficult for me. so i don't wanna try to be positive. I try to apprciate my negative feeling.

I finiShed

I finished the speech last week. It was not good,I'm shamed again.I don't thinking about it anymore.I hate my disease and hate myself.

By the way, Now rainy season in Okinawa.I saw the car accidents 3 times.So i'm scared. Be careful.
Recently,i always have bad news. so i feel down(*_*)

May diSease

I'm May disease:-*
I miss my friends. .They were returns their countries on March. I want to meet them.

And i think this year is something change and different.so i'm worried. My favorite group was break up,and favorite person has some problems.
I always something to do with my friends but now i do by oneself. It is good for me.

The Bad thing and good thing. Maybe it is chance for me, i should be strong. Every people are trying hard. me too.

ファイティン!!