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i'm slowly realizing why i dislike christmas time
everyone/everything seems to die
i don't need anyone.
everyone/everything seems to die
i don't need anyone.
so these past few weeks have been tough.
too much on my mind, too much to do.
rush aunt to er.
work with all the parties at the restaurant till early in the morning to late at night.
pick up grandmother, aunt, uncle, and grandfather.
go to work and rush to the icu staying there till around 1 in the morning.
when not working spending all my time at the hospital waiting.
finally slowly watching my aunt die.
spending time with family members trying to make the best of things.
to the funereal at the beach where we scattered my aunt's ashes.
dropping off my aunt, grandfather, and uncle to the airport to go back to the mainland.
now its a crazier week at work with my working 4 days the whole day along with 2 normal 4 hour shifts.
grandmother leaves on thursday so i'm trying to spend as much time as possible with her.
doesn't look like that will really happen due to work.
haven't seen or talked with my friends for a long time. don't have the free time to really talk to them and let them know what is going on. nor do i have the time to hang out at the moment.
i don't think i can see my sister grad which makes me even sadder and makes me feel very guilty.
i just want everything to stop.
too much on my mind, too much to do.
rush aunt to er.
work with all the parties at the restaurant till early in the morning to late at night.
pick up grandmother, aunt, uncle, and grandfather.
go to work and rush to the icu staying there till around 1 in the morning.
when not working spending all my time at the hospital waiting.
finally slowly watching my aunt die.
spending time with family members trying to make the best of things.
to the funereal at the beach where we scattered my aunt's ashes.
dropping off my aunt, grandfather, and uncle to the airport to go back to the mainland.
now its a crazier week at work with my working 4 days the whole day along with 2 normal 4 hour shifts.
grandmother leaves on thursday so i'm trying to spend as much time as possible with her.
doesn't look like that will really happen due to work.
haven't seen or talked with my friends for a long time. don't have the free time to really talk to them and let them know what is going on. nor do i have the time to hang out at the moment.
i don't think i can see my sister grad which makes me even sadder and makes me feel very guilty.
i just want everything to stop.