tomorrow!!!

Tomorrow is the last day for me which I take the classes in ELS.
I don't feel anything but I'm sure that I'm going miss my classes after few days.
I have a big exam tomorrow.
Actually I disappointed at myself. I don't know how much I improved my english ability for 10 month. Did I waste money? But I don't think I wasted time!!! I gained a lot of precious things.


Go for it!
Good night

12.11

I finished with my BF.
I have no idea why he choose this way and why he choose that day.
Actually, he is leaving tomorrow from the USA to Korea.
He can meet with his family and friends soon.
He might relief in there. In addition, he has close friends in SD which he is living now.
How about me? I just moved NY last week. I don't have close friend. I can't relief this area.
I lost my supporter. He was so strong supporter in my mind.
Still, I think he shouldn't say that now.
I feel so lonely as much as him. It's not equal.

I can say thank you very much for 9 month. It was not only happy,but he made me happy a lot.
I really appreciate him.

When he said finishing, I was really shocked because I didn't suspect it anything.
We didn't fight with each other so long time but suddenly it came me down.
I really have no idea. I can't believe it.

I couldn't accept for a day, so I decided talk with him on the phone.
I send text to him before I call but he treated me wrong way.
After that I realized that I must not contact with him.
I don't know It's gonna be forever or just short time.
Now, we need time.

Time makes him more miss me or Time makes me forget him.
Something gonna be change. Just wait. Just wait.
Everything gonna be Okay!!!

●LAST day!!!●

I'm sososooooosoooooooooo Happy that I will get owen bet since tomorrow night;)
It's so beautiful, wonderful, marvelous and superb.
I hope tonight will be finish earlier than other days!!!
but If I sleep now,I have to wake up 2 hours after...

I have been getting a big problem.
Probably, I'm gonna move to NY caz NY is the most attractive place for me.



This pic is Jeongsoo's BD party one