the fact of my last party at tim's.

my farewell party was disaster.

my baby was out of control and got in a fight n i had to take care of him all night.
he was crying yelling at me n RJ n pushed me away n he got out of my house in the morning n didnt come back till 7am.I was waiting for him all night n came out to open the gate when he got back.it was so hard for me to handle all the bullshit.

and a few days later i got super busy to pack my shit for getting ready to go back to japan.

n a week past since that party, i got a message from Tim who thew a party for me at his house.

he seemed so PISSED.he was like,
"hey,no thank you, no apology for your bf's behavior? im so disappointed"
n some shit.he was pissed off cuz his house got a ticket n his friend got arrested not ppl who were fighting.n he blamed me cuz its all "my responsiblities."

I said,"if you want an apology from my bf,jus get it from him"

i said so cuz i heard the FACT about the party few days later.

here's the thing."at that night,Tim called his friends to come fight with Jorge and RJ."

WTF?

after the party jorge went to the club n bumped into Tim n his friends.

tim's friend told jorge about this fact. why could his friend lie to jorge about Tim even though they're friends?

i mean,it must be true,right.

so at first jorge felt so bad cuz he kinda ruined my party n knocked off dereck.
but after he heard about it,jorge n RJ got so mad.

n i told Tim what I know (about the fact) n said"why is it gonna be my responsibility?

YOU are the one who wanted them to fight.fuck that."

of course Tim didn't admit all of this shit though he started telling me

"your bf was so rude to me,i jus wanted your understanding n consideration" n blah blah.

and "my friend got arrested who was jus answered the door ,why her?that's fucked up.n why didnt cops arrest your bf n other guys?okay,if you dont wanna apologize,then don't!"

whoa,whoa.OK,okay.

your friend got arrested cuz she was acting crazy! n other guys got quiet n listened to cops right after cops came.

now he's like "im tired of arguing with you,im very disappointed in you who i consider as a friend"n some shit.

i didnt reply him,cuz its bullshit.

no matter what,i got my bf n his friend's back.

soooory.

now im not his friend anymore,though.
it happens.lol



hah damn.but its okay,i don't care cuz if i can't trust my boys n tryna belive someone who's bullshitting about my friends,.I am the one who's fucked up.
ya'sayin'lol

ok.thanks.

Let's have a Girl's talk.

I think if you can't think you're sexy, you never be sexy,i guess

like I'm sooo jealous of girls who have perfect bodies such as like skinny body and

nice boobies n butt.

even though those gorgeous girls are bitches, i guess it's okay.fasho,haa

cuz staying sexy is kinda tough work which guys think that's crazzzy.

like starving themselves, throwing up n some shit.

most of girls are bitchin at gorgeous bitches though, it's jus jealousy(゜д゜；) haaaaa

cuz they are too lazy to get em if you know wut i mean.

I'm kinda workin on my body but i never get a body which I want.

now finally i got Mr.Right so i don't want him to get bored n feel lame about me,

I'm soooo down for anything he wants me to be n I feel like I'm attractive.

Lookin DOES matter,mannn. stop whining bout how sad your body is.

lookin always matters, especially for girls,i believe.heeeeee

I don't wanna think this is insane otherwise i keep eating n do whatever I want n never

get guys I want for sure.LOL

一日目のskool

今日ジョージと会ぇたのに、超シャイだょ彼！！

うちは、２日前超ラブラブだったから、まじちょっとでも会えるのうれしくて

１限目からなのに盛って学校行ったのに。。（ ´(ェ)｀）

なんかラウンジで会って、あやのとかしんちゃんいたからかなぁぁぁ

最後も軽くhugしかしなぃし、ぁいつアメ人か？ナゾやーーー

あやのもぅちらのぁまりの”友達ぶり”にビビってたね。

でも今日もかっこょかったーーーーえへへっへ

やっぱ彼氏にしたい人は、毎日会うたびやっぱかっこいいなって思いたい(●´ω｀●)ゞ

うちはこの会った数分のために朝７時半起きなゎけです。

でも今日生理になって、最悪授業もくそつまんねぇし(´□｀｡)

久々にコリアの英語聞いたらまじ頭狂いそうになった。まじfucked upしてる。

electiveのクラスもみんな発言しねぇし、さされてやっとテレながら喋るみたぃな。。。

ぅぜぇぇっぇぇぇぇ(Ｔ▽Ｔ;)超　bitchingしてますが。笑

i'm like what for are you here,dude? SOOOO LAME..

but there's Ayano in my elective class so it's gonna be fun with her though.

UGHHHH my damn period is killin me every single month.

I even think this shit is ruining my life. lol　fuck my life.

今週末私のsweetheartはLAに行って英語の授業をみせにミーティングに行ってきます！

受かるとぃぃな！！then he's gonna get a job in japan then I can stay with him there for 1 more year!!

Isn't it awesome??もう決まったら運命としか思えないね。。笑

結婚したいもん。笑　てかまだぇっちもしてない男と結婚したぃとか。。

いまどき純愛じゃないでしょうか。。笑実際まだ彼氏でもなぃというオチ。笑lol

でもこれでやっと付き合って相性悪かったらウケるね。笑ROFL

元彼がexactlyそのパターンでぁります！！ｗｗｗｗｗｗ

まぁ明日もがんばるさー