Today is a difficult day in psychological terms, why ...? I do not know ... this to me often, mood changes, then sadly, suicidal thoughts, and then funny again, for no apparent reason. Why do I differ, I'm different, I can not live like a normal person, I do not know how to communicate with people , I was dismissive of the communicate in live, and then sad. I have my own world, which nobody understood, in my city does not look like my people, even the music does not listen to anyone, nor even never heard of j-rock. I guess I'm not mentally healthy, can turn to a therapist ... In general, I always wanted to live in a mental hospital, when the crazy show on television, in documentaries or movies, they seem to me native people, they surely would have understood me.
I returned yesterday. Again, the work week, do not want to work. I was tired when walking around town, my feet hurt. But I still had a good time, I was always where I wanted to visit. The only negative - it was hot. I took only a turtleneck and jeans, all the people walked around in shorts and sarafans, and I slowly melted. In an amusement park skating on a big wheel and made sure that I'm still very afraid of heights, I panicked. While I went in my house grew a little hooligan!