i know i'm such a useless person, i know i'm not perfect as you want, i know i'm idiot, but please, can you respect me as your friend or your little sister? don't abuse me too much.. maybe you thought me as a cheerful girl, but actually i'm such a painful girl. what should i do now? can i surpass my big sister? so she can't abuse me anymore?
i'm crying right now,
i know she's crazy, she wants me to be something like her, she thought she is perfect. but i'm not perfect, so what should i do?? she mocked down my friends. she said i can't get any boyfriend. oh fuck~ 
i can't stop crying.. one more thing "WHAT SHOULD I DO?" i now, no one read my blog in here, so i think no one can't answer my question.. 
i'm crying right now,
i know she's crazy, she wants me to be something like her, she thought she is perfect. but i'm not perfect, so what should i do?? she mocked down my friends. she said i can't get any boyfriend. oh fuck~ i can't stop crying.. one more thing "WHAT SHOULD I DO?" i now, no one read my blog in here, so i think no one can't answer my question.. 
hahahah it was really fun with my friends yesterday 
we sang korean songs for sure.. 
