First time doing gel nails, with 3D nail art too. Fucking gorgeous!!!

Shall include pictures when the manicurist uploads it. (haha, it's my nails, and i don't care about copyright crap)

Price of damage... SGD 101!! ガーン

It better last long....
I know i shouldn't be spending as frivolously as my friends. But my past spending habits caught up with me, and i've bought stuff that, on second thoughts, aren't really necessary.

My... debts are still haunting me. Damn. Another.. 3 more months to go.. before i can finally pay it off. (if all goes well :'( )

And i shan't habour jealous feelings over my friends' savings... compared to my lack of savings..

Am trying my best to not beg for financial help. Hmph.
'Go back home to rest' is synonymous to.. well, you can slowly guess.

God.. I miss him so much. Can't wait for tomorrow night, and i can finally see him in the flesh! ラブラブ!

How do couples endure long distance relationship?! I don't think i can handle it. Am highly insecure, and would most likely break up with him in a fit of paranoia.

Meeting him once a week isn't enough for me.. I still experience envy when my colleagues are able to meet their boyfriend every few days, and one even had him at her beck and call. (Mine?? Hmph, he'll say he's too tired/lazy. I kinda gave up asking him for help.)

I have bouts of self-doubt even in this current situation. It doesn't reflect well on me does it :(