how was 2009?!

いやいや、ブログ放っておいたらいつの間にか大晦日。。(-。－；)

一年って本当に早い！！特に今年はすっごい早かったかも。

色んなことがあったな。色んな人に出会ったなー。

なんだかんだめっちゃ楽しかった。特に最後の方は友達と遊びに遊んだ。

クラブも行きまくって、踊った酔っ払った。

party party party and wasted.

最高です。そんな毎日が過ごせたのも、いつも一緒にいてくれる友達のおかげです。

毎年大晦日になると、いかに友達に支えられていたのかって思う。

i can't say how appreciate i am!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH.

I LUVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!! xoxo.

2010年はcomplainを減らし、もっと笑って毎日楽しく過ごせるようにする。

人生楽しんだもん勝ちだもん。

笑ってなんぼでしょ。

やっと年末な気がしてきた(笑)

みなさんはどうやって年越し迎えます？

私はこれから友達と合流して let's get party!!!!!!

最後まで騒いで２０１０年迎えます。

たくさん迷惑もかけたけど、いつも支えてくれてバカやってくれるmy friends、

本当にありがとう！！！来年も変わらず毎日楽しんで過ごそうねо(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆

2009年お世話になりました。ありがとう。

2010年、また色んなことがあると思うけど、負けない！！

can't wait 2010!!!!

i have to speak up more!!

i've been blowing off studying english for a long time. so it's getting hard to speak up and keep up with talking to with my bf.

i feel so bad that i can't talk with him much..i know i should study and get better to speak up but...i must do it before i'm gonna say complaint about it.

i guess he gets so bored to spend time with me that he wants to break up with me. yea, that make sense and there is no help if he wants to over it.

i should have made some effort should i, if i have a feeling for him right?

anyway his middle name is "money" and he'S always broke that's why his friend said to him "if you don'T have any money, u should ask wizzy" lol

it was soooo funny, and he said "if i would ask someone who borrow money, that's DRAKE 'cause he'll release new album"

やられたーマジウケた。

にしても、am i only one person that thinking for this world is no money no relationship?!

難しいですけど。。。

久しぶりすぎる。。

I'm totally let go this blog for a long time lol

i get sooooo tired easily... this is what i wanna change myself next year!!!

YES, my newyear wishes is to change my self stronger and try to be a beautiful woman.

not only my shape but also my mental.

What i got a job is a little bit different than i expected and a little bit disappointed...

but i've just started so there is no time to complain about it.

what i have to do right now is that memorize what i should do and be a competent employee.

then i can think about what i'm gonna do, right?,,, that what i talk to myself over and over again.

anyway i have to off to bed, i need to take a shower first though,,,

taking a shower is soooooo bother me especially like that fucking cold season!!!!!!!

I wanna spend time in bed whole winter season........lol

can't get out the bed in the morning...... awwwwwwww, fed up with being fat but can't stop eating!!

so idiot.. i haven't gotton on the scale since.... i fogot when... scary,,,,,,,,,,

i don't think i can lose my weight again.

someone please let me know the best way to lose weight!!!

...watching what i eat is the best way isn't it? i DO know that. and do exercise right???

yea, i must do it..

sleeeeeeepy.