see, you can be very sweet. but why does it take sooooo long for you to show? you haven't done anything like this until you realize that you can lose me. until i am about to walk away from you. I remeber being sad on my birthday, waiting for you to send me a txt saying happy birthday or giving me a call, telling me happy birthday. in the next day I told my sister,," well he maybe forgot my birthday".........on xmas I used to send you a xmas present, a xmas card telling you "merry christmas, I love you" but did I ever got it back? .....no that showed how much you don't care about me. How many time have I cried? How many time wish you loved me the same? But one person can only take so much.......I felt sooo stupid for being so honest, royal, and faithful when i found out that you have cheated on me. why could you have done such a thing if you love me? you always say how you don't understand me but I don't understand how you can say that you love me and do something to hurt me? I don't understand that. if you love that person, you don't wanna do anything to hurt that person? If you wanted to do with somebody, why didn't you just break up with me? that would have been sooo much pain less. I feel like you only do sweet things when you are so close to lose me. you tell me that i am selfish but you are too, you didn't even give me a break when i needed it when i was horriblely heartbroken. you didn't want to bacause you were soo scared of loosing me. but i deserved that break, that was a little inmature. you only thought about yourself. not only this time but a lot of times when i look back this 4 years. but o well passed is a passed. I guess i am still not strong enough to forgive and accept everything. sorry. love is give and take. but this is getting a little too late.
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It's funny how it starts, just how it all begins.
You get your sights on dreams,and man a thousand different things.
You are on for yourself,you're chasing cool desire.
You get addicted fast, but man you're playin' with fire.
Then there's a day that comes to you.
When you get all you want, but there's a space inside that's still as empty as it was.
'Till an angel comes your way and man she's fallin fast.
You know she's so in need but she is to afraid to ask.
So you hold on out your hands and catch her best you can.
And in givin' love you feel a better man.
*And the gift is what you get by givin' more than you receive.
And you're learnin' fast that maybe this is how you'll be happy.
'Cause in takin' everything you lost, the air you need to breath.
But in givin' it away, you found the precious thing you seek.
Man, it's funny how she smiles, how grateful she is now.
And how that touches me deep in my heart somehow.
Yet the mirror laughs at me when I forget myself.
When I complain about, this hand that I got dealt.
And if I had know before, how much she would change my life.
I'd sure go back in time and tell that guy ...hey, man.
You can do better than this, you can answer your prayers.
You can grant your own wish.
Just hold on out your hands and give the most you can.
And I swear to you you'll feel a better man.
And it's better by far to do what you do now.
And leave the rest to love.
Just be strong in who you are.
Once you start on that road.
You're safe in the knowledge.
That anyway you go.
Will lead you home.