Since then, I fall in emotional unstable, feel uncomfortable, am depressed and have nightmare around my birthday.
This year, I have 2 birthday party held by friends.
One was a surprise with most of the people I met at the party for the first time.
Even though I am shy, they were friendly and entertained me so well, I had really fun time

Another party was with close friends. I didn't know who was coming the party and kind of surprise. Well organized and heart warming
.I am graceful that I have met those wonderful people and have amazing friends in my life. Then why should I keep holding bad memories for a long time??
Bad memories should be blown away and keep happy memories.
Thank you so much






