Yesterday i started japanese class online with my friend rosemir(・∀・) we were so excited and our sensei is very cool(°∀°)b even tho i've been so sad this made me so happy☆ i'll do my best.
btw couple days ago i got some new pretty clothes
this i shirt is very cute
i loved my new shoes(ﾉ´▽｀)ﾉ
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btw couple days ago i got some new pretty clothes
this i shirt is very cute
i loved my new shoes(ﾉ´▽｀)ﾉ
iPhoneからの投稿
Things are going really bad now, when we seem to be good he starts his stupidity and it makes me sad and pisses me off ！(´Д｀；) couple days ago we were talking great he even called me i was surprised but as i said his ridiculously actittude ruined it. i honestly feel so sad but idk what to do (;´Д`)ノ
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Nothing has getting better o(；△；)o . . . indeed i think it's going worst now. we talked couple days ago and it seems to be fine but then he stop replying again and his status and pics on bbmsn started again and it made me feel so terrible... i dont know what is the meaning of his status (ﾉ_･｡) i mean i don't know for who he writes that and i keep thinking it's not about me but i have to admit i would like his status are for me because i miss him too so much i'm sad (TT A TT)
何も良くなっていないo(；△；)o私はそれが今悪いと思う.我々は数日前話し、それが良いと思われるが、その後彼は再び応答を停止し、bbmsn彼の状況と写真が再び開始され、それは私がひどいと感じました...私は彼のステータスの意味が何であるかを知らない(ﾉ_･｡)私は彼が書いている誰のために知らないことを意味と私はそれは私についてではありません考えておくが私はあまりにも彼をそんなに逃すので私は彼の状態は私のためにある希望認めざるを得i'm sad(TT A TT)
何も良くなっていないo(；△；)o私はそれが今悪いと思う.我々は数日前話し、それが良いと思われるが、その後彼は再び応答を停止し、bbmsn彼の状況と写真が再び開始され、それは私がひどいと感じました...私は彼のステータスの意味が何であるかを知らない(ﾉ_･｡)私は彼が書いている誰のために知らないことを意味と私はそれは私についてではありません考えておくが私はあまりにも彼をそんなに逃すので私は彼の状態は私のためにある希望認めざるを得i'm sad(TT A TT)
As the title says deep sadness.
it's because as you may remember my past entries i commented about somethings that have been happening between my ex boyfriend and me. Yes i gotta admit i was a bit happy with everything that was happening i felt hope even after what happened i was like i could forgive him and move on together like we did before but was always he broke up my hope and heart by some simple bbmsn status and pics.
It seems like he has a crush on someone or something but you know what? i'm pretty sure it's not about me and honestly it broke me inside and out.
Since that great convo we had he havent talked to me just couple days after to tell me he got a new cat and how i expected the convo ended before start. and no i wont talk to him first because some days ago i did and his reply was "i'm busy" and he replied like 1min after i texted him then i said "i'm sorry" and he said "dont worry" and yes he replied fast again... So he was busy but he replied fast? Maybe he was with a girl so yeah very busy.. but now that i said that i feel even more terrible because it brokes my heart even more o(；△；)o and well he havent talk and as i said i wont be the one who text him first i dont wanna be an idiot and look desperate. even if i love him i dont deserve this. i do feel like trash but i wont let him see how much it affects me what he's doing even when he already might notice it because my status and pics on bbmsn. it was obvious i was sad about something related to love. but now i'm just writing random status and things but no pic. it's not easy for me and i dont know what will happen now.
i'm so sad i feel very destroyed inside because i love him and all this situation is horrible for me.
And maybe he is happy or having fun with other girls or in love...who knows..
Now i suposse i gotta be strong right?
but it's not easy at all. After all that happened... i just broke in tears
it's because as you may remember my past entries i commented about somethings that have been happening between my ex boyfriend and me. Yes i gotta admit i was a bit happy with everything that was happening i felt hope even after what happened i was like i could forgive him and move on together like we did before but was always he broke up my hope and heart by some simple bbmsn status and pics.
It seems like he has a crush on someone or something but you know what? i'm pretty sure it's not about me and honestly it broke me inside and out.
Since that great convo we had he havent talked to me just couple days after to tell me he got a new cat and how i expected the convo ended before start. and no i wont talk to him first because some days ago i did and his reply was "i'm busy" and he replied like 1min after i texted him then i said "i'm sorry" and he said "dont worry" and yes he replied fast again... So he was busy but he replied fast? Maybe he was with a girl so yeah very busy.. but now that i said that i feel even more terrible because it brokes my heart even more o(；△；)o and well he havent talk and as i said i wont be the one who text him first i dont wanna be an idiot and look desperate. even if i love him i dont deserve this. i do feel like trash but i wont let him see how much it affects me what he's doing even when he already might notice it because my status and pics on bbmsn. it was obvious i was sad about something related to love. but now i'm just writing random status and things but no pic. it's not easy for me and i dont know what will happen now.
i'm so sad i feel very destroyed inside because i love him and all this situation is horrible for me.
And maybe he is happy or having fun with other girls or in love...who knows..
Now i suposse i gotta be strong right?
but it's not easy at all. After all that happened... i just broke in tears
