long long long

Feel soooo bad like you know.

I was always thinking since last weekend.

I was always spending a time with tears.

I have called my friends a lot.

ya like you know.

But still can’t find the answer.

I’m lost.

Now all I know is I just feel loneliness and waver more than his love.

Something is gonna change like season is gonna change.

I always liked him near far whever he is.

Icame US about 5month ago.

We could do well with long distance.

I mean from Japan to USA.

but now

can't do it well.

long distance love

I didn't recognize until 5month.

But now

i mean after 5 month with long distance.

I recognize

It doesn't work.

It doesn't make sense.

it makes me so tired.

New blog

Guess what. Sometimes I can't type Japanese in my computer.

So recently I couldn't write diary in my blog

I decided to write my blog in English.

cuz i can not live my life without writing blog.lol

I need to write sth which is I felt or thought today.

It's my habit since I was little girl.

(actually I'm still small siz lol)

I love to write sth in Jap.

I love reading in Jap.

then I wanna love to do them wiz eng.

Hopefully it helpful.

xoxo Ayaka