'Is this really all there is' to life, I questioned in my mind? There has got to be more! But what if there isn't? What if I end up going round and round on a globe forever, with no meaning? What if I die and that is it? What if there is no purpose to my existence? Having grown up by myself, no one taught me the right things to do. I learned from watching. I was feeling hopeless, full of discouragement, resigned to the fact that life was not a reality. I thought everything I had been told as a child must have been an imagination. All I ever wanted was a 'normal' life...
