He will come to Japan for travel not for me, I knew it. Even thought he told me he doesnt wanna go anywhere, he wanna be with me.I tried to abandon the expectation that he still like me, over and over. He sent me another Email yeasterday. He said he was too much excied due to travel, so he mixed feelings up. previouse one was too much. I know you are always try to be honest against anyone. I like this part of you, but please realise you hurt me. I dont have a confidence to be smile with him as friend.