Time management

is really important....

Recently,I often feel this kind of feeling.

Only 2 months has left, but the thinking that this 2 months is considered as short or long is depend on people.
Of course, I think it's short but I don't wanna just say oh it's short... I wanna do everything as much as I can until I go back to Japan.

To improve TOEFL, English, Spanish. and Chinese??... are what I wanna do.
So I need to manage my schedule, even in a day. It's gonna help for me to confirm what I have to do next and my progress.
The most factor that make problem difficult is that it's difficult to make process to improve abilities of English, TOEFL whatever.
I will try and I will get it. My closed friend always tell me that “trust your possibility, do not say negative thing, even not think it."

Anyway,
this time, I'm in no mood to write about my internship so I will try it next time which means I can save the content for next up-dating, hahaha ( Actually, I'm not sure whether I'm gonna write about my internship next time...)

Indoor soccer season was started.
My team of that I am a captain has been extended our winning streak to 3 games.
The condition of my team is not bad, but it's not best. And also i know it's impossible to make team perfect soon. Our aim is to become a champion in play-off so in league, we have to focus on content rather than the result. Thinking about the content of games through and through is gonna be really big power for our team so we need to do best.

The problem which I've been considering for a long time is almost close to answer.
I still need to talk with someone but yep you know, in my mind, it's almost done.

Back to main idea of today's blog,time management is difficult-----
Anyway,
I will take pre-TOEFL in i-Lab on this Saturday.
I will.
I will.
I will.



Please blame me if I don't do it.... Seriously....
I think I need kind of punishment or something...


SEI 241 days

maxim

The justice is right, but the guy who use justice as a weapon is not right.


This maxim is from the novel.
I like it.
It's really cool,isn't it?
And also i think this is to the point.

Yesterday, I had a practice with my teammate as our first and will be last practice.
I will be captain of my team in this autumn season.
In my team, most of them are older players than me.
I had been captain of my high school team and university team, this experience that I will organize even senior teammate, however, is first time for me.
It's indeed challenge for me but it's gonna be help for my life as good experience.
The practice was not bad.
I have to think more and more. And also I have to communicate more and more.
I know I can't communicate all members but also I know I can use people for team to work well.
I learned lots things from being captain of my team(high school and university), so far.
Therefore I'm looking forward to getting this nice experience.


Last time, I mentioned my future, but I didn't decide it,yet.
I have to talk about it with some people.

Now I got a internship in green party(political party)
Actually, I had already gotten it before I told that I have to search a company as internship in lase time I wrote blog.
Next time, i will write about this job,but so far, it's interesting job place.

I finally understood that it's gonna be help for me to leave the content that will become ingredients of blog.







SEI 217

The light shines in the darkness..

and the darkness hasn't overcome it. John 1:5

How you doing,everyone?

I haven't written a diary for a long long time.
The last time I wrote it was about one month ago.

Anyway,
today, all of a sudden blackout happened around my living area while I was studying with using internet. To be exact, I did on-line test...OMG
Now all electricity is back but wi-fi is not still working so I can't check if it's ok or no,yet.(When I wrote this diary, I just typed in WORD. After recovering, I copied it)

6months passed and my super vacation was also finished.

Now I face to my future and my left time in Toronto.
I don't wanna waste of time(Of course,I don't think I did.) so just I will list what should I do from now.

・Finishing textbook about studying Spanish
・Preparing TOEFL
・Thinking about future(MBA or job hunting)
・Search companies as working internship

Recently, I got mails about job-hunting by my university.
If I decide to search my job when I go back to japan, I will have to search companies I have interest and to prepare for examination about entering companies and all stuff for job hunting from now.
Nowadays,Japanese economy is not good as much as all over the world.
Moreover, due to the earthquake that happened in this March, job-hunting became more difficult.The organization treats almost companies(we call it KEIDANREN) says, this season's job-hunting will be started the beginning of December.

It means job-hunting terms will shorten and its content will be needed more high level.
And also we have to think quickly than before we did.

Anyway, here are too much reasons I have to decide ASAP.

However, I know that in whatever darkness, there must be a point of light.






SEI 210 days

finally

Finally I didn't write anything in August...

Oh where is my will that I had in March??

Anyway now I'm in Advance class. Recantlly, i can feel a little bit my growth but it's not enough.

I wanna speak more and more. Now I'm thinking how to stay longer here somehow.

Before I came here, one of my friend told me that astually one year is not enough to get a native level English. I can feel that very much now...

I have no regret that I chose my university and I spent three years there, but if I had come here earlier, everything would change now and it's gonna be kind of fun!

so now my study abroad has already passed half...

I have to think carefully about my future...

And finally,

my girl friend is coming. It's kind of rest of studying , but I will try to speak English and laren spanish. It's might be annoying for her....

SEI 174 days

environment makes me better

By MIZUNO supervisor ( MIZUNO's father ) HOISSURU

Do you think that is true??

oh, that is the title thing.

I felt that is true when I was junior high school. Then, I belonged to soccer club team that is not school team. The reason why I chose club team, There were good coach and many good playeres so I could play soccer with good playeres. I think it made me better.

Environmet actually makes people better, but effort is surely necessary. If you feel that you are good, it gets you not to make effort more over. If it's not collect, I think it is really related to our motivations.

For me, it became good motivation because I think I was suck player in my team then, but it mabe me have a motivaton that I wanna be better. And then I was trained by many good payeres, especially my one grde senior team mates were awesome. ( In this seaseon one of them will join Ceresso OSAKA that is japanese proffesional soccer team. ) I learned many thing from them. And then I think I had become better player since I started to play in this club. If I had gone to school club, I wouldn't have been the player like me of today.

By the way, from yesteday, I grew up next level so I am in level that is a little difficult for me. However, I like this environment that there are many good student who can speak, listen and understand english more than me. I hope,, no, I do get english through this environment.

If you know that quotation (Hoissuru), please tell me and talk about it ! I hope some foreigners know

it.

SEI 132 days

the feeling I felt recently

Recently, I feel that if I can speak more fluently or I can listen more clearly... it makes me better.

I take internship course in my school. Recently, one of our members in intrnship course got a job. It mede us so incentive. And also It made us hurried about taking intern.

However I have three weeks vacation in September and then I plan to go to Cancun and NY, so I think if I get job now, I cannot work all the time.

Besides, now I don't have ability of fluent speaking English.

Therefore, I will postpone my date starting to take intern till end of September and I will get a fluent speaking and communication ability.

I have to effort to obtain that than ever.

It's difficult to continue to effort, but I have to do that. That's why I am here and study English in this place which is too far from Japan. .

Recently I restart to study Spanish.

I hope I can get 2 languages in Toronto.

and also I wanna obtain the weapon of trilingual.

It will make me get a job or internship easier.

I can do it ! I have to do it !

SEI 122 days

from differnt culture or just behind ??

Since Friday I caught a cold , but on Friday I went woodbine beach to see fireworks and on Saturday I had a game after that I went to friend's house...

These things have enugh power to make my cold worse...

Therefore I was in bed all day today.

In this eveing, I had a dinner with my roommate who came back from school.

Then we talked about homosexual.

The main theme was that if my son were homosexual, what will I do ??

I didn't think about this problem.

It's difficult question.

Maybe if I were in this situation, first I iry to chang his mind and confirm his will. And then, if he has a certain will, I will cheer him.

Sancheon who is Korean has similar opinion.

Pedro who is Spanish thinks that he admit his son and cheer him.

In general. most Europe and Canada and some states of USA permit their marriage (Gay couple)

It means Asian are behind them?? or Asian have a different culture??

What do you think ?

It seems interesting topic, right !?

Anyway, tomorrow I will go to school !

SEI 109 days

New house life

Yesterday, my new room mate came.

He is Pedro, it's same name as my house mate. And they are from Spain, too.

Now, my house is lived by 4 students. me and Sanchoen(South Korea) and 2 Pedros.

Pedro who is my new room mate is 16-year-old , but he can speak well than me....

I enjoy my home stay life. Needless to say, reason is that I can speak English a lot more than I lived in former host family.

Therefore, I'm satisfied with this house, includes meal, people, and so on, but except location....

It's too far to go somewhere.

I always go somewhere, for exaple, I go to IVCF and JYAPANADA　on Tuesday, I practice soccer on Thursday, and I play the match on Saturday.

If I'm not like the person who always goes somewhere, I like this place more now.

So, here is 2 choices.

One is that I will stay here during my study.

Another is that I will return my former host mother's house if she gets a new house, but this possibility is low because I haven't hear the news which she got her new house.

If I can move her new house, her new house is in Eglinton and Bathrust, I can go somewhere easily than now and I can save my money for paying Metro pass.

It's difficult problem to decide one.....

I have to talk over my balance with my wallet and my parents...

Which is better thing ??

Choose money or surrounding(for studying English)

Anyway, if my former host mother don't get how house, my worring will be no meaning.....hahahaha

P.S.

I start to study Spanish again !

SEI 103 days

ACG

It took a long time to wrie this blog...

It made this blog's reader few... maybe originary there were a few people...hahah

Today and yesteday

I played soccer as a member of japanese natonal team in Toronto in ACG.

ACG means Asian Community Games, like a mini orynpic.

1st game vs Tibet

Their game style was simple. Maimy long ball and then FW catch the ball and then shout, so it didn't make us fritten.

Hwever, we were not good. First match often become the match like that match.

Anyway, we won 1-0.

2nd game vs Raos

They were strong, but this mean doen't mean they are good.

2 playeres of them could create the game in the middle. We couldn't hold them and they cnteoled the match.

In the first half, they could a goal. They forced spill ball.

And also, in the second half,we couldn't control the game and lost. 0-1

3rd game vs Korea

We could succes to get a goal first and conrol the game, but

in the end of first half, we let them got goal by my mistake...

And in second half, they kicked cross ball, but this was miskick but they could a goal....

We tried to get a goal, but it was really difficult thing...

In the end of the game, Leo san, our oldest player and leader chaised them and then they had mistake and they goal by themselves, so it was owngoal...

We tried to goal more 1 goal, but we couldn't.

Anyway, fucking referee was tooooooooooooo baaaaaaaaaaaad.

I was dfeated by them 3-4 times but he didn't take yello card. I can't believe it.

SUPER DAMN REFEREE !!!!!

In this rule, any tucles from behind ban. If we do, we have a red card.

However, they sometimes took, and sometimes didn't.

Moreover, they were 2 people, so no linesman....

How do they take off-side ??

Of course, they couldn't do accurate that.

Anyway, we could go next stage which is tournent as a wild card.

The opponent team would be Raos.

It supposed to start at 12:00, but indeed, it started 12:30.

Therefore I wouldn't join this match, because I would go to chuch and then go to the semi final if my team win.

However, I could join this match due to the late. ( I don't know the reason. )

When I went the place, our team were loosing 0-1 but, we could cntrol the game and made a lot of chance, but we culdn't get some goals.

In the second half, they gradually controled the game, and then I entered with OKU-san.

I throwed in the ball to OKU-san which was in penarty area, and then opponent's DF defeat OKU-san, so we got PK.

PK kicker was JP-san who is the best player in our team, and he got a goal in PK 1st match.

However, he missed.

And we tried to goal more hard, but after we had a chance and we couldn't use the chance, they cleared the ball and the FW caught the ball well and got a goal....

Any chance will be a pinch...

I couldn't do anything. One reason is that we had to take a goal, so we omittesd the middle zoan and kicked longball to FW or somepeople in forth.

Anyway, I couldn't do anythig.. I wanna be a better player...

Finally, we lost with Raos again.

I hoped fight them in normal pitch because that pitch was too bad , there were a lot of bump and long grass.

So, it seemed different soccer in my view.

I hoped to play futsal with them and give them a good licking.

Anyway, I wanna be better soccer player..

I need practice...

Oh, I forgot the day which I wrote in the bottom of this blog

maybe.......

SEI 102 days

NY

Long time to write this diary!

I have to write about NY and camping, but today I write about NY.

And I think writing diary is sometimes good for me and sometimes bad for me becasue writing diary sometimes become weste of time. I know writing is good practice for English, but recently I feel that I need more time, so It's good for me to study English in others ways which is not writing diary. For instance, studying with i-lab, watching movie ' friends ' and studying with textbook.

I think studying with textbook is best way for me because I can confirm my result and feel that i could study well.

Therefore, I try to write some topics or special things iin this diary when I want to write about it, so I won't write about my routine, so it called not diary, just blog.

now I try to write about NY trip.

It was amazing trip!!! In NY, everything was very big and the people who are in NY have much energy.

Forst day, we arrived NY 2.5 hours late. I don't know the reason. maybe the reason was stuff or something.

Therefore, we supposed to go to church in Halemu to listen to GOSPEL and worship, but we couldn't because we were late.

However, we found the church which we could go in the book, but then we went there and asked people that we could go in? Then he said ' no, no sightseeing"

I asked ' can I worship god? ' but his answer was no.

The book was established 2 years ago, so I think probabry many tourists visited there and they forbidden it.

But I think if people say I want to worship, the church's people should let them do that.

It made me disappointed. Exactly our looks ware tourist not the people who wants to worship....

After eating lunch in Halemu, we went to downtown(Times square state of library and so on)

I uploaded my pictures on facebook, so if you wanna know more detail, please see me my facebook.

Because of first day, we went back hotel early.

Second day

We went to Times square to buy the tickets for musical 'CHICAGO'.

We could get the tickets cheaply. It was just $35 !!

After that, we went to central park and ate lunch there and went to American historical Museum.

It was used by the movie " Night Museum "

After that, we ate Korean food and went to Musical!!

Musical was very exciting and fantastic!!

I wanna see more musical and I would see "Phantom of opera " in the next day.

Third day

We went to the the state of liberty. We took the ferry for free because it was for working people who goes to Manhattan, but I think most people are tourists. hhhh

After that, we bought the ticket for phantom of opera and we went to Metropolitan Museum.

It's big three museum in the world.

I saw a lot of things. I liked there , especially, I like the drawing of window.

Of course, phantom of opera was so good.

Fotrh day

This day, I went around alone because my partner wants to stay in Metropolitan Museum.

I went to Halemu again to listen to GOSPEL, and I could.

It was so amazing beautiful songs.

I wanna listen again and let her listen the songs.

I could eat soul food which is familliar with Halemu's people.

After lunch, I went to downtown to preview next trip. hhhhhh

And I went to Ground Zero and Wall street.

I will try to write about Ground Zero someday, not far day .

I felt big energy when I went to Wall street.

After that, I met my partner and went to have a dinner, but first store which we wanted to go was closed and second store was closed, too.....

We searched the book of food in NY ,which is established 2years ago, so most shop was closed now....

However, third shop was chinese restaurant and it was very good restaurant! I liked this shop. I wanna come again.

Fifth day

This day was last day. we went to Brooklyn Bridge and went to MoMA, but problems happened, it was about our lugging. We brought our suitcase to MoMA, but maybe for protecting terrorist, they forbidden that bringing suitcase.

So, we had to storage our suitcase. It took much times, so I wish I could research about it....

However, we could storage our suitcase and enjoyed MoMA.

I wanna go NY again and probabry I will go again!!

SEI 83 - 88 days