Hi...
This is not an ultimatum.

But my wish to write about my ex, his behavior and all the bad he caused me is bigger than my wish to live.

He is a nazi.
Hated Japan and everything in it. A liar that causes pain and disappointment wherever he goes. This is what is being Germans. Frustration at all. Coward as hell.

When once, I finish telling the stories, I will be ready to go.

Thanks