Last night was super strange.

It's true... it was. So, I was watching Reba last night and decided to go to sleep. I began dreaming of so many things that I couldn't keep up with any of them, except for one.

Like I said I had so many dreams but this one was truly weird. First I dreamt that I was following Lestat (Stuart Townsend) from behind and we were going into a dark cathedral. He was holding my hand and keeping me safe if anything happened ever to me us. His hand was so cold but I didn't care about that. Then Lestat was going to say something to me afterwards, until the dream switched! It found myself like in a room.... gosh, I don't even know how to describe it, but I think it was a working area, almost like a cubicle and I felt like I had liked two guys but they both rejected me. Then I woke up and I felt... in love? I was like, "What the hell?" Call me crazy but it was so strange.

Oh oh! I'm starting a story for the first time... I bet I've said that for the 398493843 time. But it's true. I'll update more info. about it tomorrow.

I've been on Gaia so much I feel like crap. I'm going to take a shower and lay down.

Toodles.

I have finally returned.

Oh my gosh. It's been about two months that I haven't posted anything new! I apologize for that! But I have my reasons. Simply because I was busy and okay I admit it... and lazy, too.

Next week on the 11th, I think, I'm returning back to school. Hooray. (I hope you all know that I was being sarcastic.) I really don't want to go there; I mean, I do want to see some of my friends, but they're only a couple. I just felt like these past few months went by so fast, it didn't seem like a vacation at all! It just seemed like yesterday I barely got out of school. Any who, I'm a second-year in high school, in other words Sophomore or 10th grader. I already feel like I'm growing up to fast, bleh.

Aside from that, I feel like I have really changed these past two months, in a good way of course. Before I used to be a really easy person: easily hurt, I easily fell for guys, and I easily trusted people. All that went away; now I'm more assertive and picky. I'm glad for that. I fell in love with guys too frequently--that kind of stuff can get me hurt. （/TДT)/ And also getting a new haircut and glasses.



Hmmm... oh yeah, about a few weeks ago, my "best friend" and I got into a fight. I'm too lazy to put in details but after our argument, I just lost trust in her. I can't stand hanging around people who are over-submissive. But I hope I can avoid her at school, knowing that she'd probably greet me and ask me 38934893 questions about where I was and stuff.

Ah, any way, I was going to begin a story but I'm still working on that.

Byebye for now!

Things on my mind

I am back again with a lot to talk about, mostly school of course and life at home. 私は再びたくさんの話をしても、家ではもちろん、生活のほとんどの学校。 As I stated in my previous post, there are only 3 1/2 days until the last day of school... thank God. (￣□￣；)

School has been tough for me. I mean, don't get me wrong, but my grades are well, so that's not what I'm worried about. These past few months, I've been putting up with unnecessary drama at my school. I've been dealing with some girls being a little bit to envious of me and taking advantage of me. I just hate that. Luckily for me, I was able to get away from all that.

Aside from that, I've been liking too many guys without knowing who they really are. I guess you can say I need to control my hormones, which I do sometimes, but it's really not enough. *sigh* I've been wanting to meet a guy who understands me, you know? I know I'm still a bit young and everything, but I've come to a point where boys aren't so icky to me anymore. I mean, nowadays guys are plain rude. They're too many of those "gangster homeboyz" and etc. I wouldn't want that as a guy friend nor a boyfriend..... imagine what kinda trouble I'd get myself into. But, there's one guy who I wish I was really good friends with, even though he might be quiet and serious... his name is Andrew... Andrew Russell-Cheung.

Unfortunately, I already have a friend who has liked him since last school year (8th grade) her name is Lizette. Lizette is my best friend. She is always quirky, hyper, and giggly... not to mention girly. I love her. She has told me that since last school year, she has been trying to get Andrew's attention. He's a very difficult guy to get close with. He's always with his friend and is busy with his school work and extracurricular activities. This year, she cut off her hair short just to get him to notice... but he didn't. I feel so bad for Lizette. A few weeks ago, I asked her if she still liked him, she replied in a note, "I don't really like Andrew anymore. I don't think I can go back to having feelings for him... I mean, I know it's never going to happen. Besides, I already like someone else."

Andrew.... why are you such a difficult boy?

And you know what's funny? Everytime I make my way into heading to class, I always run into him. He notices of me of course... because he knows I'm friends with Lizette. My goodness, I just feel bad for her. He doesn't know what he's missing. But you're probably wondering, "Why do you like this guy?" Call it, unrequited love.

Well, I wish I could write more but I'll save it for this weekend. Goodnight....