We finally got to the station, and our train was delayed because someone jumped in front of the train and killed himself like always so we took about three hrs to get home and bae hurt his ankle last night while working out last night so we took extra time to do everything.
Overall it was a good day I guess.
It’s a fact that Japan has one of the highest suicide rates in the world and it happens so often that we don’t take em very seriously anymore. Someone jumps in front of a train and kills himself, people clean, and everything’s back to normal. I feel like this shits super insane.
We all have stresses and ups and downs in life but that’s what lives are.
There are times I get super depressed and I feel like the whole world doesn’t need or want me but I stand up and beat the shit out of whatever I’m dealing with and that’s how I get stronger mentally and physically.
I know each person has their own limits to handle pains, stresses, and other kinds of emotion so I’m not saying the people who couldn’t take the pain anymore are weak or anything because I know they did their best to live and to be happy.
But the question is how do we stop this? How do we stop people from hurting/killing themselves.
I honestly don’t think this issue will ever be solved but I think it’s very important to face it and talk about it sometimes because this happenes every god damn day and this shits real and terrible af.
なんだか重い話になっちゃったけど、、、
とりあえず、今日はお昼頃に起きるという失態😭(毎日こんな感じなんだけどね🤪)準備して駅に着いたら電車が止まってたの😭2時間で着くところが今日に限って3時間もかかってとっても疲れちゃった😔
日本の人身事故の量って半端じゃないよね。海外のメディアからも日本のsuicide rateは高いとよく指摘されてるし、、原因はなんなんだろう。
人ってみんながみんな同じ痛みに耐えられるわけではないし、みんな育ってきた環境も違えば今いる状況も全部違うから本当に語るには難しい話題よね。
駅で、転がってる靴を見てわたしはいろんなことを考えたけどやっぱりどうやったら止められるのかはわからないし、きっとこれってずーっと続いていく問題なんだろうな。
事故が起きて、警察が来て処理をして、また運転が再開する。
当たり前だけど恐ろしいことだとわたしは思う。
気を取り直して
また明日🖤
