Simplicity is the best
Somehow...I feel complicated = =
maybe I don't go out that much..
after spending a few hours in a crowd..
I feel out of place...
that's why I don't go clubbing...or any events that involve too many ppl..
I hate to pretend...and I also hate ppl who pretend
but nowadays....most ppl seem to be wearing masks...
inside those masks...are ugly faces....
at least that's what i think...
Good show tonight though...Incura opened another door for me ><
we gotta catch up.............ALOT...
無意味
last week of school, rushing to get things done
English essay due on Thursday, and then JPLT exam on Sunday
somehow...i feel stressed...tired...depressed...
there are only so many things I can do to make myself feel better
but in the end...the feelings all come back again...
haunting me...surrounding me...devouring me...
my left side of the body is fucked up = =..
im not sure if i have inappropriate posture or what
pain in the back...arm...chest...
wtf..
yeah, i'm supposed to feel good about finishing school...
but i dont look forward to anything anymore...
my emotions are frozen...
so cold and uncomfortable
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秘密のないの世界はあるかなぁ・・・
皆、なんか隠してる気がする
嫌だね・・・
正直に生きてる 素直に向けてる
それは大事なんです。
強くなりたい
((o(-゛-；)wow...it's been a loooong day...
and i finally get the chance to sit here and relax...
so im just going to record what happened today before i forget o(〃＾▽＾〃)o
so...kelvin stayed over last night...we were up playing wii...
woke up in the morning...felt like shit....but we had to go back to his house to get his gear/stuff for tonight's show
at 2ish....he finally finished showing and doing his hair = =
then kirk called...wanting to meet us in dt...and take him to a salon...
so he can get his haircut - - .....he sure had ALOT of questions about hair
so...at 4ish...i drove him to cambie street...along with fucked up traffic on the way...
i got so fucking tired of driving...
dropped him off...stayed there for 10 minutes....then we had to get going
needed to drive to Kelvin to Sonar now...cuz they gotta do a sound check before the show
we got there 5 sharp~ pretty on time
but next...i had the spend 3 hours of sitting around doing nothing, wait for the show to get started ＼(*｀∧´)／
here's Yenju doing Akito's hair
and then KC's...
and we're all set XD
me and Kelvin ((o(-゛-；)
yes...and then at almost 9pm....the show finally started = =
@lantis opened the show...tw band...with joseph on drums...karen on guitar...i dunno the rest..
and then there was Rein:Free (｡・ε・｡)
you guys sounded awesome btw!!
very nice improvements...
looks like we gotta catch up to you guys fast (x_x；)
yup...after the show...there was the usual clubbing...
well, all i can say is that...it's not the right environment for me = =
i just dont feel comfortable around ppl...
sure, there was soooo many hot girls..
but it's not like i'm gonna go talk to them...
besides...im not that interested in clubbing girls...
ANYWAY (＠￣Д￣＠；)
realized alot today....
i know i wanna get on THAT stage....
i wanna be up there again...play music..enjoy music...entertain the crowd...
and....i fucking miss you so much...............