Back again in my hometown..I'm just too tired to try to write something in japanese xD And I'm still too 下手 with this language to do it anyways...it's been some days since I started to freshen up the kanjis I studied during the year (thanks to my dear dear friend, otherwise you'd still find me in front of my sister's notebook watching awful dramas XD)
I don't remember almost anything @_@ That made me quite sad...I so want to learn this language, I so want to finally go to that place, yet I'm still at a startpoint and I feel like I have quite an age and no time to lose.
I finally met my beloved Romeo again, I had a little gift for him, a little blanket that my dear friend gave me and it seemed like he liked it >.<
But it didn't last much..seems like he likes my bed sheets more in the end XD
I was happy to see my family and I'm going to see some of my old friend..don't know when cause I didn't contact anyone yet..it's like I want to see them but then I don't really want to..maybe they remind me of a past which doesn't belong to me anymore, memories I don't miss at all...this year in Milan was far better than many years in my hometown...I got to know people, saw more concerts all at once than ever before and did many experiences all involving the things I love...
I tried to live the present, forgetting the past, not minding the future...yet sometimes I think about future and...怖い (O_O) XD Oh well...there's nothing to do about it...頑張ります, and be it! Keep fighting and so on..yes, I'm cheering me up by myself XD
What else? I'm kind of unconsciously nervous and I play too much with my hair..3 people already made me notice, but it's like a drug, I can't quit doing it...I'll turn bald （；゜０゜）（笑）
So...おやすみ^^
-キアラ-
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