I don't know what is wrong with me.... I feel I am not myself lately, something is bugging me.
Am I depressed? I don't know. Am I anxious? yes in a sense. Is there something bugging you? yes, what is it? I don't know.... a lot of things... me, being in Canada. The job I start in January, about someone who you live with, who you care... my friends back in Japan, family..... Am I lonely? yes, why? ......I dont know....
I dont know why I am so susceptible emotionaly to anything...
People see me, independent, being older than mojority of students. my character. what I am makes it difficult to show real inside me... I don't know who I can share this accumulated my anxieties. I'm afraid nobody could reach their hands for me, because I have not made anyone who understands enough of me yet. or will I ever...