I feel so useless... no one need me.. before a half year i gave my heart to a man.. but he only abuse it..
He love me in another way.. but i love hi like a lover.. i promised him, to love him until i die..
but it hurts.. it hurts so endless much.. he is cold to me.. colder than ice can be..
I can't stand longer.. i want fall down into the darkness...
it makes me angry to be weak like now...
i want be a fairy.. i want be a good girl...i try my best every day.. but.. he ever tell me how rude iam.. no body tell this to me!... all people say, that ia really friendly.. and so on.. it makes me sad.. and he called me a witch... but.. i only wanted see him smiling, that he melt the ice and begin to shine... i did all wrong... i would die for him..
sometimes i forget who iam.. but i know.. i must believe in myself!!!! i have to fight! cause i have a mission in my life!!! i want make humans happy! and show them a peaceful life with the power of the nature!!!
i want be the fairy of the nature.. i want to show all humans how wonderful the nature is and that we have to respect all other creatures in this world! It is wrong to eat animals! It is wrong to abuse animals for things like milk, eggs or fur! it is bloody! and not right!!! humans have to open their eyes!!! I will fight! until the last cage is empty!!!
For the earth and the nature... for all creatures humans and animals all over the world ♥
I will never give up!!!
It is MY DETERMINATION!
see you 