《魔剎》——《沒有名字的怪物》



很久很久以前,某一個地方,有一隻無名無姓的怪物。這怪物非常希望擁有一個屬於自己的名字。所以這怪物便展開尋找自己名字的旅程。但世界實在太廣闊,於是怪物便將自己分裂成兩隻怪物,一隻往東邊找,一隻往西邊找。


向東邊走的怪物找到一條村莊,在村莊的入口那兒住著一個鐵匠,問他:「這位鐵匠大叔,請你將你的名字給我吧。」鐵匠回答牠:「名字又怎可以給人呢?」怪物說:「你願意將你的名字給我,為了感謝你,我會進入你的體內,令你變得力大無窮。」鐵匠說:「真的嗎?如果能夠變得力大無窮,我便答應你。」於是怪物便進入了大叔的身體內。怪物牠立即變成了鐵匠奧圖,鐵匠奧圖成為村莊力氣最大的人。


但是有一天……「瞧瞧我吧!瞧瞧我吧!我身體裏面的怪物已經變得這麼巨大了。」「霹靂叭喇,卡查卡查,咕嚕咕嚕,咕……」感到肚子很餓的怪物,從身體裏面將奧圖整個人吞噬。此時,怪物又變成了無名無姓的怪物。


進到了鞋匠漢斯的身體裏面也是一樣。「霹靂叭喇,卡查卡查,咕嚕咕嚕,咕……」怪物又再變成無名無姓的怪物。


進到了獵人湯馬斯的身體裏面也是一樣。「霹靂叭喇,卡查卡查,咕嚕咕嚕,咕……」怪物還是變成無名無姓的怪物。


怪物來到一座城堡,準備給自己找一個好名字。在城堡裏面住著一位病重的小男孩。怪物對他說:「如果你願意將名字給我,我就令你變得強壯。」男孩說:「能把我醫治好,令我變得強壯,我就把名字給你吧。」於是怪物進入了小男孩的身體裏面。小男孩頓時變得非常健康強壯。國王也非常高興,說道:「王子已經康復了!王子已經康復了!」


怪物牠非常喜歡這小男孩的名字,也喜歡城堡的生活,所以怪物覺得肚子餓也一直忍著。每日每夜,肚子餓得咕嚕咕嚕了,但都忍著。很來因為他實在太餓了……「瞧瞧我!瞧瞧我!我身體裏面的怪物,已經變得這麼巨大了!」小男孩將大巨、國王、以及待女所有人全都吃光。「霹靂叭喇,卡查卡查,咕嚕咕嚕,咕……」因為城堡變成空無一人,所以小男孩便離開城堡。


日復日,小男孩繼續一直往前走。


某一天,這小男孩遇一直往西邊走的怪物,對牠說:「我有自己的名字了!一個很動聽的名字。」往西邊走的怪物對他說:「我根本不需要名字。就算沒有名字,我也過得很幸福。因為我們本來就是沒有名字的怪物。」小男孩聽後,就把往西邊走的怪物吃掉。


好不容易才得到一個名字,卻沒有任何一個能喊出他名字的人。「約翰」,擁有這個動聽的名字又如何呢?


the Jap. anime 魔剎 has been showing on TVB every sat. nite (12:30am - 2am) for more den half a year.

last week i watched da last episode (# 74?) wif mixed feelingz --- sad, cuz Mr. 古利馬 died.. he became such a nice guy!! & disappointed, cuz I can’t watch this show anymore… but @ da same time a bit happy cuz I dun have to stay up late anymore.


I didnt used to watch Jap. Anime dat much, mainly becuz I dunno what to watch & most of the timez I “forgot” to watch them. When I saw the ad for 魔剎 last year, I decided that I could NEVER miss this show. I was right. 魔剎 is definitely a must-see in ur life. Even if u dun like watching Jap. Anime (or cartoonz, or whatever..).


The story is kinda complicated. It's mainly about a pair of twins (da bro, 約翰, is the MONSTER) and 天馬醫生. I must have missed many detailz cuz I didn't understand many parts. The show revealed bitz of details in every episode, thus viewers have to pay Extra attention & remember the past events (but itz quite hard since I watch it once a week.. most of da times I forgot what happened last time).


Was the monster in 約翰 right @ da beginning? Or did his mum planted it into him? Or, as some ppl say, was it transferred from his sis, 麗娜, to him?


I believe there is a monster in every one of us. If u let ur monster out, then the monster will devour u & u'll become a monster.

Tho it soundz ridiculous, most of the ppl in this world have chosen to become a monster.


Why? Cuz being a “good” person is too hard... When we were small, the “strong” children always bullied the weak ones. You may think, the weak ones didn’t bully other people, so they must be good, mustn’t they?? Not necessarily. They might not bully otherz cuz they’re not strong enuf, or maybe there aren’t other “weaker” kidz around.


I think 天馬醫生 is a 100% good person. Although he has suffered a lot & was mistaken as a serial killer, he kept to his morals & he influenced ppl around him and taught them to lead a happy life… that there is a future.


What would u do if u were 天馬醫生?

Many might have chosen to give up. Or others may change and become aggressive, violent, & really become a serial killer. Or… Would you become 天馬醫生 if u lead a life similar to his?


My own life has been extraordinary (i dunno whether itz good or bad) since I was born & my whole life is determined to be complicated… becuz of my family background.


I dun think I'm as miserable as 天馬醫生. Well, at least I'm not mistaken as a serial killer.

Altho I'm still so young, I've seen many, many monsters in my life.

Monsters within my family, relatives, friends… some of them who were once close to me.


They're not as monstrous as 約翰, of course! They didn't kill people.

They just accept money from someone, and do things as they are told. That's the deal.


I dunno if they have a choice or not. But I think they do. Everyone has choices.


How do u feel after doing such things?

If u feel guilty, I'm happy for u. U are still very human.

If u don't, then u're on u're way to becoming another 約翰, another 怪物.

yesterday i taught @ MK...

actually i kinda like teaching in MK, cuz there r lotza tiny shopping placez with cute & funky stuff


my classes were quite small @ this ctr ---> around 2-3 per group.

lately, the Children's Wish Foundation sponsored my company and we can give out free lessons for them to try.

for eg: if the kidz are learning skating, they can take da "lesson coupons" & come to my eng classes (or art classes).


so dat was what happened yesterday.. & da room became SO crowded!!!

it was kinda difficult to teach 6-7 kidz to do crafty stuff @ da same time.


reason 1: some kidz jus NEVER listen to my instructions.

reason 2: once they finish one step, everyone will SCREAM my name & ask me if they did it right. (or they'll ask if itz beautiful...)

hahaha...


anyways, i went shopping again after work!!!

hehe, shopping is ALWAYS a GOOD way to relax... err.. or for splashing away money ...

i really needa CONTROL myself!!!

i jus to buy EVERYTHING... OMG...................................................................................................

o well, here's what i bought yesterday:

case for my nds


case for my nds

also, i was SO crazy that i bought 8 of the following:

(cuz each has a rilakkuma stamp attached to it... same price)


ocha


hahaha.... cute... right??

this year, i had a fantastically GREAT lunar new year ~

during da holidayz, i nearly went shopping everyday & bought many many GooDies!!!


on da day b4 da lunar new year, we went to apm mall AFTER dinner (which is around 11pm).

i bought a pair of 7 jeans & a tote bag (for work).. & my mom said that now i've got a BAG to carry the "PANTS" <--- (say this in chinese; it means Wealth / fortune)...

i didn't intentionally buy those two thingz.. just happened to bee on sale!!!

but da idea is very funny ^o^


last week, i FINALLY bought da NDS!!!

i know itz kinda stupid to buy it now since nintendo is planning to release the NDS Lite in march..

but i just couldn't WAIT!!!


i got da pink one from UNY (which has da lowest price i think).. watched the circus show from Beijing (?), den fled to tsuen wan JUSCO to buy a really cheap game ($88.88).

i think it's bomberman..

some ppl managed to buy the Sims Urbs from other Jusco storez but they r too far away ---> waste of transportation fee!!!


crazily.. i bought 4 gamez in da following dayz: (in order)

1) Harvest Moon (BOYS version)

2) the doctor game II

3) Feel the Magic

4) Nintendogs


i've only played # 2-4 so far..

the doctor game was really complicated.. & it's ALL in Japanese... well i could read a little.. but da surgery was diff & i nearly killed da patient... @_@


Feel the Magic was kinda like a collection of mini games.

sumtimez i poked da screen SO much i think i'm gonna break it!!!


Nintendogs was ANNOYING!!!

hahahaha.. maybe i dun like dogz that much afterall...

i mean, u REALLY have to feed it twice (or more) a day. Even if you do NOT put da game into the slot, the time fliez...

daz kinda like tamagochi.. except in this one u get to teach them skills..

but itz silly as well, i kept "screaming" commands into the microphone but it took a long time for my dog to learn 1 command... maybe she's stupid?!


now i've found couple places to buy cheaper gamez. (NOT toysrus / uny / jusco)

1) Wanchai 188

2) TW i dunno the name but just walk 10 min from the mtr station.

3) Mongkok Sincere Podium -- 1/F "Poh Poh" store -- many ppl buy games from her, including me~


i think i've been playing too much dat all my work r now piled up in this week... *sob sob*

during the past few dayz i felt like it was summer...

it's so HOT today that i had the urge to fetch out my summer clothes == i wanna wear T-shirts!!!


this morning i couldn't wake up.

actually by the time i got up it wasn't "morning" anymore.. it was noon.


last night i went to eat hot pot with my new colleagues.

the food wasn't fabulous. so was the shop.

i didn't eat much yesterday --- not only because the "satay" soup base was placed quite far away from me (the pot in front of me was "pig bone" soup), but also cuz there weren't many varieties of food.


one person told me that there used to be "lucky drawz" in the past few years.

this yr they hosted a "best ________" award-giving ceremony & we had to vote for the "best ________".


of course i wasn't one of the "best ________".

i have just started working in this new company a few weeks ago.


i guess i should've appreciated my employers for inviting me & STOP complaining (which is what i'm doing right now)...